To make a long story short, I got into another fight with Dad and Cindi over another Wednesday dinner (Michelle even wanted to throw a chair at Cindi in my defense.). Then began my downhill going, downward spiral to April 2006. I threatened to jump out of my mom's car and to do something to myself right in my then youth pastor's office, among other things that I threatened to do. Then came that day when I told my then psychiatrist that I was going to do something to myself, and I had a plan to do something to myself.
When he was going to put me in Sheppard Pratt, I began looking for alternatives right away-- but to no avail. So, I ended up in Howard County General Hospital and at Sheppard Pratt. So began that awful week. Top the week off that I had to meet with my dad before I could leave Sheppard Pratt, and that I was asked by one of the meeting facilitators "Are you an overall liar?".
Not that I can exactly recall all of this well since almost six years have passed, that week was traumatic, and I just had another breakdown within the past two hours.
When he was going to put me in Sheppard Pratt, I began looking for alternatives right away-- but to no avail. So, I ended up in Howard County General Hospital and at Sheppard Pratt. So began that awful week. Top the week off that I had to meet with my dad before I could leave Sheppard Pratt, and that I was asked by one of the meeting facilitators "Are you an overall liar?".
Not that I can exactly recall all of this well since almost six years have passed, that week was traumatic, and I just had another breakdown within the past two hours.
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