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Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Repost: How Dammesek Has Fallen!

(Update: There are now few to no Jews in Dammesek/Aram/Syria, by the way. Also, "Damascus has grown feeble; [s]he turns to flee..."

(Yet, people continue to insist that Tanakh means nothing.)


How Dammesek Has Fallen!

The burden placed on hanevi'im:

Isaiah 17:1-3
New King James Version (NKJV)
Proclamation Against Syria and Israel

17 The burden against Damascus.

“Behold, Damascus will cease from being a city,
And it will be a ruinous heap.
2 The cities of Aroer are forsaken;[a]
They will be for flocks
Which lie down, and no one will make them afraid.
3 The fortress also will cease from Ephraim,
The kingdom from Damascus,
And the remnant of Syria;
They will be as the glory of the children of Israel,”
Says the Lord of hosts.

Jeremiah 49:23-27
New King James Version (NKJV)
Judgment on Damascus

23 Against Damascus.

“Hamath and Arpad are shamed,
For they have heard bad news.
They are fainthearted;
There is trouble on the sea;
It cannot be quiet.
24 Damascus has grown feeble;
She turns to flee,
And fear has seized her.
Anguish and sorrows have taken her like a woman in labor.
25 Why is the city of praise not deserted, the city of My joy?
26 Therefore her young men shall fall in her streets,
And all the men of war shall be cut off in that day,” says the Lord of hosts.
27 “I will kindle a fire in the wall of Damascus,
And it shall consume the palaces of Ben-Hadad.”[a]

Sunday, November 3, 2013

Why I Haven't Been Writing the Memoir For the Past Few Days

I have been going through a lot (as some have read in the past, and as I see that a Ms. Sandubrae tries to use against me—you are not funny; you are not cool, and you are proving to be the "snotty" person that L. Kay and one of your high-school classmates stated that you are, Mrs. Sandubrae. I continue to record visits of my blog from you and/or your followers who are trying to intimidate me. You are also only adding to the through the Hell which I'm going), and that includes being on the verge of suicide, having a cold (My immune system finally wore down—and partly due to what trouble you have caused me, Mrs. Sandubrae; and remember that my threat of prosecution is not idle. Where in the law can one read that public figures may harass and intimidate other public figures as you and your followers have done to me? Get a life and wise up, Mrs. Sandubrae, or you may well be prosecuted.).

Meanwhile, I'm figuring that I'm going to need some life-changing event (as if—and since—having an ITB Pump and being on the verge of suicide several times, for example, apparently—and evidently—doesn't count) in order for those who haven't been supporting me and praying for me to even notice what's going on my life. The event includes the choices of, but is not limited to, getting into my final relationship (I'm not getting into another relationship unless the relationship is with whom I know and am sure is the one.), having a baby (which is not going to happen until after I'm married, if I ever am able to marry), having a grandchild (like lucky Geraldo Rivera did—497 likes and 56 comments in about an hour, and six retweets with 21 favorites and 12 comments in about an hour [at last count]—and which will not happen for me anytime soon unless I adopt a kid who is expecting and/or has kids of his or her own shortly after he or she is adopted), and becoming famous (That's how I'll really get people to notice and give a **** about anything that I say, do, or go through at all.). 

By the way, as much as I forgive people, I certainly think that when bad comes to them for what they've done to me and/or others serves them rightly. For example, Liz's prophecy came true, and I was humbled (and served rightly) when it came true—and while Pop-Pop is not dead, he is certainly not alive—he's one of the deadest living men of whom I have ever heard, and he is served rightly for what he's done to his mother (z"l), his daughter, and others.

Liz told Aunt Mary (Pop-Pop's only daughter) that Pop-Pop wouldn't be alive within five years of January-February 2007—and he has pneumonia and other issues for which he is hospitalized. Indeed, "Let God be true and every man a liar"—and it frankly serves Jack Czarnecki rightly. How dare he commit second-degree murder with murder-malice intent and Social Security fraud! And how dare he affect his daughter—his only daughter!—to be driven to a suicide attempt!

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Why The Hell Do I Care About My Self-Loathing Family, Especially When They Persecute Me?

I'm more worried about my family than I am about me, and I worry about other families who think that: a) I and others are joking. b) I and others are lying. Jeremiah 8:1-6 is going to be applying to my and other families if we don't get our **** together really soon, and that's what scares me—I didn't choose to find out that, in my own family's case, we're Jewish and we betrayed relatives during the Holocaust. I, as was everyone else who didn't know, was told that relatives wrote to us during the Great Depression to ask for money. Nobody told me that a cousin named Vilmosz Rusznak was desperately reaching out to cousins whom he considered apostates, let alone that we stopped writing to him—and the worst part is that not only are we in denial about what happened and the consequences of the happening, but we're also getting awfully close to making the same mistakes and having worse befall us for doing so.

We have relatives who were closer to those relatives and who are in Israel now, and we could very well let them fall into the hands of Rouhani, Putin, etc. if we don't get our **** together—and what does G-d say will happen if we even stay in the Diaspora, let alone leave our relatives who are already in Israel unhelped? 
"“At that time,” says the Lord, “they shall bring out the bones of the kings of Judah, and the bones of its princes, and the bones of the priests, and the bones of the prophets, and the bones of the inhabitants of Jerusalem, out of their graves. 2 They shall spread them before the sun and the moon and all the host of heaven, which they have loved and which they have served and after which they have walked, which they have sought and which they have worshiped. They shall not be gathered nor buried; they shall be like refuse on the face of the earth. 3 Then death shall be chosen rather than life by all the residue of those who remain of this evil family, who remain in all the places where I have driven them,” says the Lord of hosts." (Jeremiah 8:1-3)

Nonetheless, I really resent that people would say that I am lying about what happened. What reason would I have to lie? You think that I like what happened, let alone that I'm getting persecuted for finding it out and talking about it? Give me a break—and I'm not here to help only our family: I'm here to help both our family and families who have been in situations like ours.

By the way, the United States is currently ~$16.965976 Trillion dollars in debt. We're not going to have a place to which to turn when push comes to shove—Vilmosz tried to make aliyah when the time for him to do so came too late; and our secret is out now—Poland, Slovakia, the Czech Republic, etc. are not our lands—, so Europe won't back accepting us when "each shall flee to his own land" (cf. Isaiah 13:14 and Jeremiah 50:16).

That said, "“Now therefore, fear the Lord, serve Him in sincerity and in truth, and put away the gods which your fathers served on the other side of the River and in Egypt. Serve the LordAnd if it seems evil to you to serve the Lord, choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the River, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you dwell. But as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord.”"

You do what you want; I'm making aliyah, and I'm not helping you when push comes to shove—I have family who will listen to help out. 

Update: Here's how I put it to a friend with pictures:

  • I am worried.
    My one cousin in particular thinks that I'm making **** up and that this is all a joke to me.
    And looking at what times we're in now, I'm really worried about his fate.
    This is the nasty comment that I received from him—and this after I found out that my great-great-granddad Rusnak was complicit in the deaths of his cousins who were murdered in the Holocaust:

  • "How could you possibly presume guilt from a picture taken years later? You must really hate your family and hate your ancestry. Andy and Julia were not ethnic Jews, and had no cousin named Vilmosz. Vilmosz's family never reached out to the Zlata Idka Fosko/Rusnaks. Your thinking and your comments about Andrew Rusnak make me sick. Why don't you share your beliefs with Joseph Rusnak and see what he thinks about your comments about his grandfather?"

  • And I've told Joe—he laughed.
    That is, I told him that we're Jewish. He doesn't believe it.

  • And what am I supposed to do when the U.S. and global economies crash; WWIII happens, and they get wiped out? After all, "death shall be chosen rather than life by all the residue of those who remain of this evil family, who remain in all the places where I have driven them,” says the Lord of hosts."

  • Not only that, but we're still ****ed up from what my great-great-granddad and my great-grandma (his oldest daughter did). If you count from him, I am of the fourth generation from him. From her, I am of the third.

    "‘The Lord is longsuffering and abundant in mercy, forgiving iniquity and transgression; but He by no means clears the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children to the third and fourth generation.’"

  • And this is what he looked like 27 vs. 69, by the way....
    At 69 (about two years after Vilmosz and other cousins died at Auschwitz):
    And he had quit working in the coal mines in his 30s to 40s. He did not do any more hard labor after that. He was a church sexton and cemetery caretaker.
  • Where else would that kind of wearing down come from? G-d curses those who do such heinous things as my great-great-granddad did. And this was him shortly before that...

    Update: I want to know what you would do: 

    <a href="" title="What would you do if your family lied to you, you found out the truth, and you got persecuted for talking about the truth?">What would you do if your family lied to you, you found out the truth, and you got persecuted for talking about the truth?</a>

Monday, May 27, 2013

Even God Doesn't Create Like He Used To...

We are in the Never-Was-and-Never-Again Time, and people are particularly wicked and apostate. Therefore, even God is creating more cheaply than he used to--even most of the vilest of sinners used to have a redeemable or redeeming quality back then (There were exceptions like Mohammed and, arguably, Martin Luther who had no redeeming quality whatsoever--after all, Luther stole the Reformation from Jan Hus.). Now the vilest of sinners has no redeemable or redeeming quality.

I know that the Bible admonishes to not look back on the days of old or preserve usable objects of this age, but I can't blame my mom for not wanting me and my sister to use Nana Pundt's heirloom family teapot but for special occassions. After all, "They just don't make them like they used to"--and neither does God.

Sunday, April 14, 2013

When I'm Not Blogging, I'm...

  1. Busy dealing with personal concerns (many of which I've blogged about).
  2. On Facebook (I also have a Facebook page.)
  3. On Twitter
  4. Trying to figure out my family tree.
  5. Doing schoolwork (Believe me or not!).
  6. Watching FOX News (I actually watch mostly "The O'Reilly Factor" and "Geraldo At Large" anymore.).
  7. Studying Scripture
I'm also doing other activities and concerning myself with other matters. Meanwhile, I've gotta pick up writing down (or rewriting down) my family story again sometime for Stage 32 (G-d willing; and as I've stated before, I'll never understand what is special enough about me that Stage 32 sent me an invite). I'm also (G-d willing) making aliyah after I graduate from UMBC in 2013 (and given that Walter Kuhn on Facebook did get a vision that he'd be preaching Jesus in the Temple Courts, I'll be here a while, anyway. After all, as much as I grumble that the Rapture won't come for a while, I have to give that getting a vision to "to be delivered in the courtyard of the lord's house to ALL those who come from the towns of Judah...[,] wait for the temple and continue to pray for the peace of Jerusalem!! [and a]lso to bring His blessing to the people of God!!!" is getting a vision from Jesus--so who am I to argue with that, as much as I want the Rapture to come?

After all, I can only imagine that Walter will--at least in some ways--have life harder than this bat-Anusim v'Levit that I am. And I didn't catch that he'll " be delivered in the courtyard of the lord's house to ALL those who come from the towns of Judah..."--which could even mean that he will be killed for preaching Jesus ("Delivered" does sometimes connotate "delivered into the hands of" or "killed by".). Now that I think about it, I will not be surprised if ends up being one of the two witnesses (and who better than a kohen?).

Anyway, I and everyone else will be here for a while. So, I'll be making aliyah and waiting for the days that Walter saw in his vision to come to pass (I'll hate if he's killed, though; and I would prefer that "delivered" not mean "killed".). I'm not going to be having the support of my family in doing it, though (As you can see, Kevin doesn't seem like he's one of the other Foczkos who'll make aliyah, for example--and I pray that Kevin changes his mind before Jeremiah 8:1-6 applies to him for the worse.).

Meanwhile, I had a series of tweets regarding if I had a million dollars (especially because I have to plan more carefully lest I ever overdraw on what financial resources I have again--long story). So, you can see that I'm really planning for what's going to happen after December 2013 (since, as I stated, I and everyone else will be here for a while. Again, who am I to argue with a kohen who may well [although G-d forbid that he would] have to be killed for preaching Jesus in the Temple Courts? And I don't see the Temple being rebuilt for a while.). 

By the way, pray for Walter, especially for when those days come to pass. As I stated, I can only imagine that Walter will--at least in some ways--have life harder than this bat-Anusim v'Levit that I am--and I've had life pretty roughly. Also by the way, I have an About.Me page if you care to see more about me (and maybe consider offering me help in making aliyah--or at least getting a job and starting to save up to get my affairs concerning aliyah in order). 

Sunday, March 24, 2013

In Mourning During Pesach...

"For the hurt of the daughter of my people I am hurt. I am mourning; Astonishment has taken hold of me." I'm trying to be positive about life and rejoice, but someone's got to bear the burden of my families. Can I do it alone? Sure; Kevin Fosko and others have helped; but can I really bear the burdens of my family alone?! Did not Yehovah (B"H) say, "I will take you, one from a city and two from a family, and I will bring you to Zion." ? Yet, I am one for at least these families--Czerneckis, Andrulewiczes, Danilowiczes, Foczkos, Rusznaks, Gajdoszes, Uszinskys, Trudnyaks, Monkas, Novaks, Margiewiczes, Monkas, and even such as the Haslinkskys (the family of the maternal brother of Katariana Szuanna "Katherine Susan 'Maria Uscianski' " Uszinskyova Gajdos).

Has G-d made even the Anusim and bnei-Anusim people for His glory? Yes, He has. "For as the sash clings to the waist of a man, so I have caused the whole house of Israel and the whole house of Judah to cling to Me,’ says the Lord, ‘that they may become My people, for renown, for praise, and for glory; but they would not hear.’" Then why are we silent? Why don't we care about our Jewish heritage? Why don't we care that we are of the chosen of G-d to bring His Gospel that we have heard, and that some of us have received, to other Jews and gentiles? "“For I know their works and their thoughts. It shall be that I will gather all nations and tongues; and they shall come and see My glory.  I will set a sign among them; and those among them who escape I will send to the nations: to Tarshish and Pul and Lud, who draw the bow, and Tubal and Javan, to the coastlands afar off who have not heard My fame nor seen My glory. And they shall declare My glory among the Gentiles. Then they shall bring all your brethren for an offering to the Lord out of all nations, on horses and in chariots and in litters, on mules and on camels, to My holy mountain Jerusalem,” says the Lord, “as the children of Israel bring an offering in a clean vessel into the house of the Lord.  And I will also take some of them for priests and Levites,” says the Lord."

How I wish that  that Yad L'Achim and Benjamin Netanyahu (among others) could see that very few Messianics wish to proselytize (force or induce conversion), many of their ancestors (like mine) having been proselytized and thus not really being Messianic, anyway (Proselytization never works; and whether one converts is always up to G-d, anyway.).  But why won't they hear? 

"How then shall they call on Him in whom they have not believed? And how shall they believe in Him of whom they have not heard? And how shall they hear without a preacher? And how shall they preach unless they are sent? As it is written: “How beautiful are the feet of those who preach the gospel of peace, Who bring glad tidings of good things!”"

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Staying Out Of the Fray, And...

First, with all due respect to people who believe that Ahmadinejad's "Mahdi" will be the Jewish Antichrist:
  1. We Jews are far from stupid. The Antichrist will be Jewish--not Syrian, Turkish, Arab, etc. We would never follow a goy as the Messiah.
  2. Scripture is very clear that even the Muslims will abandon Islam and take on Judaism. They'l say, "F*** Mohammed and this 'Mahdi' crap--he stole it and twisted it from Tanakh, anyway." Case in point (since, as a sidenote, at least a few "Palestinians" and others are Crypto Jews or unknown-to-self Jews):

44 “Yet hear now, O Jacob My servant,
And Israel whom I have chosen.
Thus says the Lord who made you
And formed you from the womb, who will help you:
‘Fear not, O Jacob My servant;
And you, Jeshurun, whom I have chosen.
For I will pour water on him who is thirsty,
And floods on the dry ground;
I will pour My Spirit on your descendants,
And My blessing on your offspring;
They will spring up among the grass
Like willows by the watercourses.’
One will say, ‘I am the Lord’s’;
Another will call himself by the name of Jacob;
Another will write with his hand, ‘The Lord’s,’
And name himself by the name of Israel.

For the Lord will have mercy on Jacob, and will still choose Israel, and settle them in their own land. The strangers will be joined with them, and they will cling to the house of Jacob. Then people will take them and bring them to their place, and the house of Israel will possess them for servants and maids in the land of the Lord; they will take them captive whose captives they were, and rule over their oppressors.

One more example--by the way, many Jews are heart hardened and do not understand this to be about the Millineal Kingdom. They think that it's about the "Messiah" (the Antichrist), since they don't think that Jesus brought peace:
Now it shall come to pass in the latter days
That the mountain of the Lord’s house
Shall be established on the top of the mountains,
And shall be exalted above the hills;
And peoples shall flow to it.
Many nations shall come and say,
“Come, and let us go up to the mountain of the Lord,
To the house of the God of Jacob;
He will teach us His ways,
And we shall walk in His paths.”
For out of Zion the law shall go forth,
And the word of the Lord from Jerusalem.
He shall judge between many peoples,
And rebuke strong nations afar off;
They shall beat their swords into plowshares,
And their spears into pruning hooks;
Nation shall not lift up sword against nation,
Neither shall they learn war anymore.[a]

Now it shall come to pass in the latter days
That the mountain of the Lord’s house
Shall be established on the top of the mountains,
And shall be exalted above the hills;
And all nations shall flow to it.
Many people shall come and say,
“Come, and let us go up to the mountain of the Lord,
To the house of the God of Jacob;
He will teach us His ways,
And we shall walk in His paths.”
For out of Zion shall go forth the law,
And the word of the Lord from Jerusalem.
He shall judge between the nations,
And rebuke many people;
They shall beat their swords into plowshares,
And their spears into pruning hooks;
Nation shall not lift up sword against nation,
Neither shall they learn war anymore.

Second--now that I'm done giving the schpiel and megillah about most Mohammedians dropping Mohammedism and most Jews ultimately not allying with or picking up Mohammedism (except for a few Neturei Katra crazies who are, as some say, apparently in the modern-day Sanhedrin)--let me tell you what happened yesterday.

If you're wondering; no, Toby Keith did not admit to cheating or get divorce papers delivered to him (as far as I know, anyway; though if he is cheating, he might as well admit it). I actually got a message from an old (I repeat, "old"--meaning former) nemesis: Erica Levy Rivera. I did have a change of heart; meaning, for example:
  1. Am I going to be more charitable towards her (and others) in the future? Yes.
  2. Am I going to approve of everything that she and Geraldo (and others) have done and do from now on? No. Nonetheless, as I said, I'll be more charitable (e.g., compassionate) in expressing my feelings about what I disapprove of, etc.
  3. I, for example, should've returned the compliment about being pretty--as much as I don't like everything that Erica does, etc.; she is pretty, and I've even told my mom (who disagrees) that Erica's prettier than me.
Do I know if I'll ever watch "Geraldo at Large" or ever follow Geraldo on Facebook and Twitter again? No. Do I know if my correspondence with Erica will continue? No, though--in a weird way--I might actually like it to. Do I think or know that I'll strike up a friendship with Erica and Geraldo, and reconnect with a former friend who's in their inner circle? Same answer--that is, no (or actually, more like maybe but probably not) but I might like to (Besides, what the heck: I interesting--e.g., downright wicked--family members, anyway.).

I'm not saying that Erica and Geraldo are wicked, by the way (Well, they aren't more wicked than any human--at least without Yeshua, and even with Yeshua--is anyway; and Christians do still have a sin nature.). I'm just saying that I don't know how well I could strike up a friendship with Non-Messianic Jews who are Far-Left Democrats--though to be fair; my friend Jake is a Far-Left Democrat and Hindu, while my cousin Jessica is a Far-Left Democrat and Taoist (and they're both Non-Messianic Jews--and Jessica is a Rusnak-Gaydos cousin). Also, I don't know about supporting Tiki Barber and Traci Johnson--though to be fair, they're going to commit further adultery by marrying, anyway; Ginny won't take him back, and they do deserve each other at this point. Besides, what kind of morality can I expect from Non-Messianic Jews and gentiles? Also, as I said, I'm not perfect, either.

Anyway, as the old saying goes, we'll see what happens. 

Sunday, January 1, 2012

" Pray for the Japanese. Another earthquake. Oh, YHVH, come soon!"

My tweet when I saw how the Japanese started their 2012 is the title of this blog entry. I gues that I'd better count my blessings; but oh, YHVH, come soon! I cry out your holy name! "For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. And there will be famines, pestilences, and earthquakes in various places." I was really hoping to get Raptured. I ask, "Where is the promise?" although I know, "The Lord is not slack concerning His promise, as some count slackness, but is longsuffering toward us, not willing that any should perish but that all should come to repentance."

I myself am expecting a hopeless new year, no matter what I hope for, meanwhile. I'm trying to be realistic, even if bitter and not in the New Year's mood. 

Thursday, December 22, 2011

I Will Never Talk About Chapelgate Presbyterian Church After This Again...

I have blogged all too copiously and extensively about Chapelgate. I have made my point unequivocally clear. I will never talk about Chapelgate again and do not want anyone here to talk about it unless you absolutely must-- which I assure that you probably musn't. If you'd had a bad experience with Chapelgate, however, feel free to share your experience on your own volition-- I will not pursue anyone to share anything and will also not publish anything that anyone does not want me to share.

As with Notre Dame, I once loved Chapelgate, was once a member of its community, and was very stunned to learn that it defines its own motto differently than I thought that its motto meant. Even though I now rank Notre Dame and Chapelgate as similar and a harbor a dislike for them in general, I still have to love and pray for them; and I certainly do not dislike or expect everyone there to hold themselves to account-- not everyone there has wronged me and my family, and anyone else. I can tell you that others besides me were wronged both at Notre Dame and Chapelgate, by the way; which is all I will further say besides that I draw parallels between Notre Dame and Chapelgate for good reasons.

I stand by everything which I have said about both Notre Dame and Chapelgate, even if I could've been more patient and civil in my tone. I mean only to be honest about both, especially Chapelgate at this time. An honest person is obviously about those about those who he or she loves, for good or bad. "Open rebuke is better [t]han love carefully concealed. Faithful are the wounds of a friend, [b]ut the kisses of an enemy are deceitful." (Proverbs 27:5-6) 

But as I stated, I will never talk about Chapelgate Presbyterian Church after this again. Even if I lose friends over what I have said and over not talking about Chapelgate anymore, so be that "[t]he poor man is hated even by his own neighbor, [b]ut the rich has many friends." (Proverbs 14:20).

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

I Can Only Bear So Much For So Long, And Am Extremely Patient Considering...

Isaiah 42:13-15

New King James Version (NKJV)
13 The LORD shall go forth like a mighty man;
      He shall stir up His zeal like a man of war.
      He shall cry out, yes, shout aloud;
      He shall prevail against His enemies.

Promise of the LORD’s Help
    14 “ I have held My peace a long time,
      I have been still and restrained Myself.
      Now I will cry like a woman in labor,
      I will pant and gasp at once.
       15 I will lay waste the mountains and hills,
      And dry up all their vegetation;
      I will make the rivers coastlands,
      And I will dry up the pools. 

Since the L-rd will get impatient, how much more a human? "‘The LORD is longsuffering and abundant in mercy, forgiving iniquity and transgression; but He by no means clears the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children to the third and fourth generation.’" (Numbers 14:18) Humans aren't like this, and I'm not the most-patient person in the world; and I can only take so much.

For example, at Notre Dame: I talked to Dr. Weiss, Dr. Berry, et. al. before telling Dr. Weiss "I'm tired of your Anti Semitism". I long had to hear how the Exodus was merely "an ancient peasant rebellion" according to Dr. Lyle Weiss, STD (who is no such position to be a Sacrae Theologiae doctor). I had to hear how the prophets may've been possibly inspired by the devil when a girl asked if that the prophets may have been so inspired was possible. And when my mom came in, I had her stay out of it until that awful conference with Dr. Franklin, Sister Sharon Kanis, and hoodwinking Melissa Lees (who made herself seem like she was against Drs. Weiss and Berry, and the whole RST Department, were teaching).

Also re Chapelgate: the only thing that I regret is ever apologizing to Mike Khandjian when he called the Ark of the Covenant "a holy piece of furniture" and I apologized for confronting him. Never will I apologize for confronting someone when they call what held the Ten Commandments and the Mercy Seat "a holy piece of furniture" again. And Cathy Dallwig (as far as I know) was in church that day. Where was the Caring Coordinator when Jewish members had to face an Anti-Semitic attack from the pastor? How caring is to say to Jews, in other words, "Your Ark of the Covenant was nothing more than a piece of furniture"?

And then the ride thing, of course. Imagine that I not to come to church for so long because I committed suicide or died of a disability-related accident? Can the dead reach out and ask for help? A Caring Coordinator or Director of Caring is supposed to notice when a member doesn't show up for a while, care that the member's not showing up, reach out to the member, and say, "Hey; you haven't shown up to church for a while. Is everything okay?"

I am more than patient; I just don't tolerate b***s***. 

For Any Jew, Disabled Person, and Divorcee or Child Thereof, I Do Not Recommend Chapelgate Presbyterian Church...

Being a Jewish child of divorce with Diplegic Spastia Cerebral Palsy, I actually recommend against Chapelgate Presbyterian Church. Having experienced quite the opposite of "Healing, Renewal, Peace"; I can tell you that I experienced hurt, apostasy, and chaos. I vowed not to run from Chapelgate; but as stands, I more than consider myself churchless at this point, and for good reason as many other people (including fellow Messianic Jews) do. By the way, I leave apostate Chapelgate with the following from the non-apostate New King James Version (since the NIV has been proven to be utmostly apostate):

The Lukewarm Church
14 “And to the angel of the church of the Laodiceans[f] write, 
‘These things says the Amen, the Faithful and True Witness, the Beginning of the creation of God: 15 “I know your works, that you are neither cold nor hot. I could wish you were cold or hot. 16 So then, because you are lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot,[g] I will vomit you out of My mouth. 17 Because you say, ‘I am rich, have become wealthy, and have need of nothing’—and do not know that you are wretched, miserable, poor, blind, and naked— 18 I counsel you to buy from Me gold refined in the fire, that you may be rich; and white garments, that you may be clothed, that the shame of your nakedness may not be revealed; and anoint your eyes with eye salve, that you may see. 19 As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten. Therefore be zealous and repent. 20 Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me. 21 To him who overcomes I will grant to sit with Me on My throne, as I also overcame and sat down with My Father on His throne. 
22 “He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.”’”