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Thursday, October 6, 2011

More Lies From Skylar Curtis

Her blog entry "Too Funny Not To Post" is full of more lies. e.g.:


  • Apparently I've got some chutzpah! My first YouTube attack. I guess I should feel honored. Also, you should know that my "gentile blood" qualifies me as a mudblood. Don't tell Delores!

I don't get what my status has to do with anything, but I never understood trolling and personal attacks in the first place. Feel free to report it to YouTube as cyberbullying, as it most certainly is for calling me "vile" and a "mudblood."

I never called her a mudblood. As a mixed-blooded Jew or "mamzerah"; I avoid calling anyone anything like that. I'm also against Jewish Supremacism.

  • Since the author doesn't seem to understand the point of my post, it's this: new Jews and new soon-to-be Jews, don't be misled by this horse manure. Seek out reliable sources, and don't take halachic advice from someone without knowing where it comes from. 
I understood; that's why I responded. As I said, who is she-- a gentile-- to be telling fellow Jews not to investigate Messianic Judaism (Christianity), of which both Jews and gentiles are a part?

  • That includes me, and that's why I'm very clear that I am no halachic source. And "Hebrew Christians" who are trying to convert orthodox? You're the ones who are causing today's orthodox conversion process to be hellish. Sincere Jewish neshamas who actually want to affiliate with the Jewish people are pushed and pushed and pushed away because "Hebrew Christians" hide their motives and lie to rabbis in order to secure conversions, and you know, make aliyah to Israel.
This whole paragraph is disingenuous and hutzpah laced on her part. For example, long before Messianic Jews got involved, the P'rushim "ravim" were making conversion to be straight from Gei Hinnom instead of allowing conversion as it had been during HaYamim Rut v'Na'omi.

So I Have the Draft of the Novel Finished

Now I have to do the pre-final draft. I can simply pull stuff from blog posts, Ancestry, etc. to fill in what I couldn't or didn't put in the first draft, handwritten. The pre-final draft will be given the Steve Jobs treatment-- i.e., typed! Remember that the novel is Great-Grandma Czarnecki's story with just names, dates, etc. imagined or used fictiously.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

I Still Can't Dates Right (I Was Never Good At Math)

For one, I'm working on a novel which should actually be finished by later today (October 6, not 5th; meaning that's now... I still can't get it... Tishri.... let's see... 29/1, 30/2, 1/3... 6/8. So, Tishri 8th and thus 'Erev Lifnei 'Erev Shabbat. I'm still working on learning Ivrit, by the way. Anyway...).

When calculating the dates (since the novel is Great-Grandma Czarnecki's story up to Pop-Pop's murder of her with just names, etc. from my imagination or rendered fictiously with a few exceptions), I originally meant to set dates up by 32 years. Because of a calculating mistake, I had to change the starting date from September 26, 1881 (Pop-Pop Allen's and Great-Great-Granduncle Frank Fosko Sr.'s birthday; and Great-Grandma's "new" birthday, to symbolically unite both sets of great-grandparents and for convenience). I had to set everything up by 22 years instead, and change the starting date to 1891.

By the way, "finished by later today" means by the end of Tishri 8th. And rest in shalom, Steve Jobs-- Apple lost its core.

I Think That The Family's (Still) Shocked That We're Jewish Or That I Found Out

The idea sure scared Grandma. As I've said, let's be fair-- he mother was that koferah Mary Rusnak Gaydos. How you can believe in Jesus and follow FDR's Anti-Semitic, isolationist policy and not help relatives who wouldn't reach out to your "meshumadah" side otherwise is beyond me-- at least in some ways. Not that Janet Rozzi minds defending (in her eyes) dear old "Grandma", by the way-- what a shame that a Levit (Levite; i.e., "Levan") and Yisakharit (Issacharite; "Dov", "Bear" instead of "Donkey" ) refuses to know better; which goes for the Lavin-McMahons as well (I believe that Ally Shumack is one of them somehow; and if not, either way, she got mad.). I can tell by who un- or de-friends me on Facebook, by the way (I'll name more names if I have to. My family is not above reproach.).

As for Pop-Pop... and I don't know if he (or Grandma) knows our tribal origins; but they're sure not helping. The one clue might be Danilowicz; but that could simply be "ben Dani'el". Meanwhile, Michelle can do the gesture l'yad shel habrakha shel koheinim pretty well (She learned and picked it up from a kohein named Craig Zolotrow.).

By the way, I wanted the DNA tests from Dad, Pop-Pop, et. al. to check for kohein v'Levi DNA markers. I know that Dad is my dad, and that my murderous granddad is my granddad; and the only reason that I can stand being related to them is because I'm Jewish through them-- and as I said, what was Pop-Pop doing murdering his Jewish mother?

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Tuesday, October 4, 2011

So Great-Grandma Czarnecki Was Jewish After All..

As I wrote on Facebook:


Nicole Czarnecki
‎: Monka/Monk: "English: nickname for someone of monkish habits or appearance, or an occupational name for a servant employed at a monastery, from Middle English munk, monk ‘monk’ (Old English munuc, munec, from Late Latin monachus, Greek monakhos ‘solitary’, a derivative of monos ‘alone’).
North German (Mönk) and Dutch: equivalent of 1, from Middle Low German monik, Middle Dutch moni(n)c, mun(i)c.
Irish: translation of Gaelic Ó Muineaog (see Minogue) or Ó Manacháin (see Monahan).
Jewish (eastern Ashkenazic): occupational name for a miller or flour merchant, from Polish maka ‘flour’, ‘meal’. "

Mari-Ann, Jeff , Bob , etc.; you're gonna wanna read this.

[By the way, Jeff has a blog here-- which I've subscribed to but only gotten around to seeing glimpses of it: "A Moment Changes Everything".]
‎: Well, there's a nice touch of irony. So, Jewish Monka-Trudniaks married other Jews (e.g., Chernetskis) after all. Of course, typing "Monka" on Yad Vashem and checking "Monka" against "Monk" with Google Translate and Ancestry.com isn't the... most conventional way to find out. And I'd still love to know where "Nezne Lapse (Lajse?)" is.

‎: Alexandria Czarnecki hated mixed-blooded Jews and Jewish Catholics who weren't just Anusim... or was she duck and covering from our heritage and dreading that Great-Granddad's marriage to a "mamzerah" would blow it?



Pop-Pop "McCoy" Wasn't a Spaniard? He Was Born In Spain, But...

Pop-Pop "McCoy" was probably likely a Jew who fled the remnants of the Inquisition (c. 1485-1492 - 1834), by the way. For such a Spanish-Irish-American Catholic born a pure-blooded Spaniard, he sure didn't name any of his daughters "Mary", "Maria", etc.. Nana McCoy was MaryAnn Elizabeth McCoy of Northern Ireland, and Nana Allen (Mom's maternal grandmother) was the second granchild, Alice Marie Reilly. The first was Anne (or Ann) (c. 1879 - before or in 1900). The others:

Children:
  1. Lavinia (1858-1911)
  2. Lucy (c. 1859 - ?)
  3. Jane (c. 1861 - ?)
(no known marriages or children);

Grandchildren (by Nana (Great-Great-Grandma) Rosa A. McCoy Reilly):

  1. Loretta Rosa,
  2. Sarah Catherine
  3. Helen Lavinia
  4. Philip Leo, Sr. (the only other McCoy-Reilly child who married)
  5. Agnes Genevive "Sister Mary Rosalita, OSM" (who took Mary upon becoming an OSM nun)
Nana (Alice Marie Reilly) Allen's children:
  1. Marguerite M. Allen Loessel
  2. Katherine
  3. Dolores (Died in the 1918 Flu Epidemic)
  4. Eymard Edgar (The Edgar comes from Pop-Pop Allen's name, Edgar Joseph; Pop-Pop Allen, September 26, 1881 - August 21, 1959)
  5. Bernadette Helen Allen Dew
  6. Francis Xavier "X." Allen (December 31, 1921 - November 27 (Thanksgiving Eve) 1974. Mom's paternal granddad).
  7. Aloysius Ignatius "Reverend Steven" Allen (who hated his name)
The "Marys" crawl in the line in which Granddady married into: the Farrell-DeBoy line (Irish and French-Belgian Catholics; and we have State Delegate Steve (D-MD) and actors Paul and PJ DeBoy. One DeBoy subline, apparently not ours, did become Jewish and sadly has Shoah victims among them.). But even now, the Pundt (i.e., DeBoy-Pundt) and Allen granddaughters: Lauren, Kelly, me and Michelle, Jessie, Stephanie, and Olivia and Grace (and none carry the middle name of "Mary", with maybe the exception of Kelly and Jessie-- who have a very Irish-American Catholic mother. And Olivia's and Grace's mother is surprisingly an Italian-American Catholic; and her mother was born in then-Italian Tripoli, but the girls don't carry any form of "Mary" in their names).

The "Missionary" vs. the Anti or Counter Missionary

"Isaiah 42:5-9
New King James Version (NKJV)

5 Thus says God the LORD,
Who created the heavens and stretched them out,
Who spread forth the earth and that which comes from it,
Who gives breath to the people on it,
And spirit to those who walk on it:
6 “ I, the LORD, have called You in righteousness,
And will hold Your hand;
I will keep You and give You as a covenant to the people,
As a light to the Gentiles,
7 To open blind eyes,
To bring out prisoners from the prison,
Those who sit in darkness from the prison house.
8 I am the LORD, that is My name;
And My glory I will not give to another,
Nor My praise to carved images.
9 Behold, the former things have come to pass,
And new things I declare;
Before they spring forth I tell you of them.”"

This verse is often interpreted as Yisra'el's call to be ha ner el ha goyim-- "the light to the nations".

Isaiah 2:3
Many people shall come and say, “ Come, and let us go up to the mountain of the LORD, To the house of the God of Jacob; He will teach us His ways, And we shall walk in His paths.” For out of Zion shall go forth the law, And the word of the LORD from Jerusalem.

Micah 4:2
Many nations shall come and say, “ Come, and let us go up to the mountain of the LORD, To the house of the God of Jacob; He will teach us His ways, And we shall walk in His paths.” For out of Zion the law shall go forth, And the word of the LORD from Jerusalem.

These verses are also part of Yisra'el's being as ha ner el ha goyim. There are missions of outreach such as JewFAQ.org (which is insidiously Antimissionary) and the Outreach Judaism Haredi, all the way down to Reform, movements-- all of which with few exceptions are very Antimissionary.

The "Missionary" or Jewish Christian (Messianic Jewish) movement applies Yesha'yahu 42:5-9 in its original context-- as a fulfilled prophecy concerning Mashiach:

(Emphasis mine)

 Thus says God the LORD,
Who created the heavens and stretched them out,
Who spread forth the earth and that which comes from it,
Who gives breath to the people on it,
And spirit to those who walk on it:
6 “ I, the LORD, have called You in righteousness,
And will hold Your hand;
I will keep You and give You as a covenant to the people,
As a light to the Gentiles,
7 To open blind eyes,
To bring out prisoners from the prison,
Those who sit in darkness from the prison house.
8 I am the LORD, that is My name;
And My glory I will not give to another,
Nor My praise to carved images.
9 Behold, the former things have come to pass,
And new things I declare;
Before they spring forth I tell you of them.”"

In the last section of TaNaKH ("H" for "Hadashah"), we find this parsha from Mattiyahu 28:

Matthew 28:18-20

New King James Version (NKJV)
18 And Jesus came and spoke to them, saying, “All authority has been given to Me in heaven and on earth. 19 Go therefore[a] and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20 teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age.” Amen.[b]


Indisputably clear is that a Jewish or gentile Christian (especially a Jewish Christian in the "Missionary" regard) is not to force his or her faith on anyone, Jewish or gentile:

  1. Matthew 10:14
    And whoever will not receive you nor hear your words, when you depart from that house or city, shake off the dust from your feet.
  2. Mark 6:11
    And whoever will not receive you nor hear you, when you depart from there, shake off the dust under your feet as a testimony against them. Assuredly, I say to you, it will be more tolerable for Sodom and Gomorrah in the day of judgment than for that city!”
  3. Luke 9:5
    And whoever will not receive you, when you go out of that city, shake off the very dust from your feet as a testimony against them.”
  4. Acts 13:51
    But they shook off the dust from their feet against them, and came to Iconium.

I Stand By What I Said About Pop-Pop Re Him Being A Murderer

But now that Casey Anthony and Amanda Knox are both acquitted, and though solid evidence is against Pop-Pop (e.g. Great-Grandma's SSDI record); there just may not be enough to pursue the case against him. I hope that Aunt Mary (and Mom) finally agree to reinitiate prosecution against Pop-Pop. Remember what we're looking at here: second-degree murder with murder-malice intent and first-degree Social Security fraud. As I explained on Great-Grandma's public-figure Facebook page which I made for her re her case:

Originally Written to the Pennsylvania Attorney General

by Mary M. Trudnak Czarnecki- and Justice For Her on Saturday, June 4, 2011 at 1:41am

By the way, the Luzerne County District Attorney did call Jack Czarnecki, and he angrily called a family member of the primary witness- whose name I am protecting for the interim. I obviously did not protect the name from the Pennsylvania AG or the Luzerne DA.

In a message dated 5/22/2010 7:53:21 P.M. Eastern Daylight Time, Nickidewbear@aol.com writes:

I am hoping, therefore, that the Pennsylvania Attorney General's Office, Criminal Prosecutions Section investigates the death of Mrs. Czarnecki and the circumstances of what I believe was the murder of Mrs. Czarnecki by her son Jack Czarnecki as soon as possible. I have notified the witness aforementioned, [Protected], that I have made the request of an investigation to the Pennsylvania Attorney General's Office; and will (if and as necessary) either have [Protected] contact the party or parties to be involved in the prosecution of Mr. Czarnecki, or (with and only with her permission) provide her contact information to the aforementioned parties. Thank you for your time and work in seeking justice for Mary M. Trudnak Czarnecki.
Mrs. Czarnecki, as aforementioned, passed away due to gangrene on February 12, 2007 at Wilkes Barre General Hospital.
At the hospital, Mrs. Czarnecki gave the delegation of Power of Attorney over her to [Protected]. Due to circumstances beyond [his or her] control, [Protected] could not retain [his or her] delegation as Power of Attorney for [his or her relative]; and [his or her relative] Jack thus took over the delegation. Mr. Jack Czarnecki then arranged that his mother would have a surgery to have Mrs. Czarnecki's gangrene-infected limb (specifically, one of her legs) amputated and post-surgically discarded. Mrs. Czarnecki, obviously given the position that she was in, consented to the surgery but had to fight to have her amputated leg not discarded (since she intended to have the leg buried with her when she passed away).
The situation concerning Mrs. Czarnecki's death began when Mrs. Czarnecki was, during an illness of gangrene, transported to Wilkes-Barre Hospital due to Mr. Jack Czarnecki's desire to rid her from his residence as she was dying and he had other plans besides looking after his ailing mother. As I summarize the situation for the time being as I understand it, Mrs. Czarnecki, 93, knew that she was dying and wanted to pass away at her son's Millersville, Anne Arundel County, Maryland home; but Mr. Czarnecki (70 at the time, now to be 74 on May 25, 2010), wanting to travel to Las Vegas and not honor the wishes of his mother, arranged to have her transported to Wilkes Barre General.
I understand the circumstances of Mrs. Czarnecki's death to have been mainly or solely caused by Mr. Jack Czarnecki (who, at the time, was given Power of Attorney over her), and have been told of the circumstances by a reliable and direct eyewitness-earwitness to the crime. The witness (and I am asking that for the time being, her name be protected. Anyway, the witness) is [Protected]; who was frequently with Mrs. Czarnecki at the time of Mrs. Czarnecki's death, at Wilkes-Barre General Hospital.I have decided to contact the Pennsylvania Attorney General's Office, Criminal Prosecutions Section per the February 12, 2007 death of Mary M. Trudnak Czarnecki. I am requesting an investigation into the death of the late Mrs. Czarnecki because I believe that for over three years, her son John "Jack" Gregory Czarnecki caused Mrs. Czarnecki (his mother) to die in the circumstances and situation in which he should have been immediately investigated at minimum for third- or second-degree murder/homicide with implied murder-malice theory, and a maximum of second- or first-degree murder/homicide with malicious intent.
"


I was later corrected and told that she consented to being transported to the hospital and the surgery. Then again, what choice did she have? Had she not consented, he would have (for a lack of a better term) done her in. She resignedly and helplessly consented. At 93 and as frail as she was, she was as helpless as a child.
In a message dated 6/2/2010 10:24:20 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time, [Protected]@attorneygeneral.gov writes:
The Criminal Law Division of the Pennsylvania Office of Attorney General is in receipt of your recent email. The jurisdiction of the Attorney General to investigate and prosecute criminal activity is strictly limited by state law. An investigation into the death of your great-grandmother would be a matter for review by the county district attorney. If you have not already done so, we recommend that you communicate your concerns directly to the Luzerne County District Attorney's Office.
Dear Ms. Czarnecki:

Some Fellow Messianic Jews Can Be Quite Disingenuous

"Jesus" is simply English for "Ieosus" (Ιεοσυς) or "Yeshua" (
Yeshua
). Any Messianic Jew who states that he or she is not a Christian (from the Syrian meant-to-be perjorative, but-turned-identifying-and-complimentary "follower of Christ) or a follower of the Jewish Christ (Kristos, Kristos; Mashiach,
Mashiach
) is only, inadvertently or deliberately (and sinfully, perhaps even as a false Christian or believer), helping the Antimissionaries.

Part of Why Some Jews Leave Non-Messianic Judaism And Even Come To Abandon or Even Hate Their Jewishness

There are even Jews who fall into this category; some for more understandable reasons than others. For example, see an important article by the Baltimore Jewish Times on sexual abuse in the Jewish community. The interviewee even states, " “I am basically anti-Semitic. I like Jews, but I just need to stay away from them."

Where are the Antimissionaries dealing with sexual and other abuse in the Jewish community, by the way? And another example of one who left Non-Messianic Judaism partly because of sexual abuse: Ruth McBride Jordan, nee Ruchel Dvorjah Szylska (and I recommend the book The Color of Water, which gives Mrs. Jordan's full story as she told her son) . 

Monday, October 3, 2011

Diaspora Jews Are More Afraid of Messianic & Karaite Jews Than Israelis

This is just the overall audience from 0:00 to 23:00 by country from today under the "Day" category, which leads me to believe that especially gentile converts to Judaism and fellow American Jews need to relax a little bit.

United States
233
United Kingdom
14
Canada
5
Australia
4
Malta
3
Israel
2
India
2
Switzerland
1
Germany
1
Spain
1

A Roustabout With the Antimissionaries, Which They Started

I personally love when the Antimissionaries prove themselves to be intolerant and incapable of thinking for themselves. After all, the dvarim written down by Paul are fulfilled: "Concerning the gospel they are enemies for your sake, but concerning the election they are beloved for the sake of the fathers." Furthermore, "even to this day, when Moses is read, a veil lies on their heart." I personally have to remind myself that when fellow Jews reject Jesus, they are only hurting themselves and helping-- not hurting-- the supposedly-dreadful missionaries.

One believer had legit concerns about some content in the Jews for Jesus group on Facebook, and so our conversation went like this:

[Believer] There's a lot of junk on this wall. I would like for someone to moderate this group, please.

Nicole Czarnecki But don't worry about it. After all, as I told one Antimissionary, "your intolerance...is astounding and will succeed only in defeating your Antimissionary goals." The Antimissionaries do themselves no good.

[Believer] Thanks, Nicole. I'm not worried about the anti-missionaries... it's the weird posts that are completely off-topic that disturb me. I'm worried about new believers getting confused... but on the selfish side, I do come here for uplift, and the junk bums me out. ( :


Nicole Czarnecki I know what you mean. And there are legalists and conspiracy theorists
 here. I can see why my dad and his parents refuse belief in Yeshua because of them. After all, their parents (both of her parents, one a despicable
 traitor to relatives who died in the Holocaust because of her; and his dad, an Anusi who escaped the pogroms at the age of three years) were Anusim (and
 part of Great-Grandma Gaydos' excuse for betrayal was her Anusitkeit, I suppose. By the way, I'm still working on what Hebrew and Yiddish I was not passed down.).

By the way, I love how the Antimissionaries are so presumptuous and arrogant as to speak to a Kosice Rusnak (which I am) and a cousin of Vilgelm Andrulevich (see JewishGen.org and Ancestry.com), and the granddaughter of a former IRS agent and cousin of an aspiring fashion designer like that. Only one of the introduced connections would defend me, I'm afraid; nonetheless, I am like some of the nevi'im and others in that I have some connections and am not just an ishah shel ha'aretz.

The Antimissionaries Get More Vile Every Day

This probably won't be posted, but I told Skylar Curtis, the antimissionary blogger whose work I take serious issue with, the following: "Were you even born Jewish? If not, knock off the Antimissionarism and let Jews read "A Set Apart Life" and come to their own conclusion about Jesus. As a Jew, I can tell you that you have no place in trying to prevent other Jews from considering the Jewish Jesus of Nazareth if you're not Jewish yourself."

Here's Skylar's vile and hutzpah-laced entry: "Do Not Read the Blog 'A Set Apart Life'"

Here are some of the insidious excerpts, filled with the very things which she labels "A Set Apart Life"'s entries and condemns, with my commentary:

There is a blog out there that you should not read if you are pursuing Jewish conversion or believe in Judaism. It's called A Set Apart Life.


That blog is about messianic Judaism, NOT Judaism. Even though it may have Judaism in the name, messianic Judaism rejects Judaism and uses its rituals and traditions to further their proselytizing at Jews to accept Jesus as savior.
 
Messianic Jews (Jewish Christians) do not reject Judaism. In fact, we simply believe that Jesus of Nazareth is the Beginning and End of Judaism and Jewishness (which is a long discussion, and probably one which you may have had before).
 
I purposely posted that "hot-button" post so that it would show on her blog's page and bring this idea to her reader's attentions. I am offended by this blog, and I am even more offended that my blog is being used to bolster her own credibility among Jewish conversion candidates.
 
Maybe I'm reading Nehemia Gordon (a Non-Messianic Karaite) wrong, but I believe that even he's implied that P'rushim ("rabbi"nates)-- at least like Skylar Curtis-- don't want people thinking for themselves. Instead of Skylar being so offended, perhaps she ought to (so to speak and as would be the case in her eyes) encourage people to know what the "enemy" (the dreaded Missionary) is saying.
 
In other words, this blogger is a wolf in sheep's clothing. If you come from an evangelical background, you can catch the otherwise innocuous (if strange to Jewish ears) phrases she uses that refer to very specific Christian ideas, such as "stay at home daughter."
 
There are many stay-at-home daughters, wives, and mothers-- in fact, many who aren't allowed to leave home-- in Judaism, especially in the shtetlach such as Crown Heights and Northwest Baltimore.
 
Messianic Jews...if we want to talk to you about your faith, we will find you. Stop tricking us into listening to you by acting like you are imparting Jewish ideas so that you can spring your agenda on us at a later time. That is just plain insidious, unethical, and creepy. And it certainly violates the way Hashem wants us to live our lives.
 
We're following the Great Commission and the Light to the Nations. What about you, Ms. Curtis? Also, we're not forcing ourselves on you (We allow you to "choose this day who you will serve."). Also, we use TaNaKh to support our ideas. And what about you? Is your faith so weak that you have to rely on fallible "rabbis" and not TaNaKh itself? And to Nehemia Gordon's and other Non-Messianic Karaites' credits, they do rely on TaNaKh to believe in what they believe in and why they believe in it.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

This is Delegate Steve DeBoy (D)'s Cousin Nicole Writing..

I'm not just criticizing CNN, MSNBC, etc. for the fun of it. I come from a predominately-Jewish-Democrat & Irish-Catholic-Democrat, now somewhat-mixed Far-Left and Far-Right family with some leaning right, left, and right and left (that is, in the middle). I used to watch CNN until February 1, 2003 (about the or maybe even the last time that I watched it-- at least consistently).

I'm from liberal Baltoannapolis (Baltimore-Annapolis Metro Area). I have a meshuga twin who idolizes Rep. Michelle Bachmann (R-MN) and Ex-Gov. Sarah Palin (R-AK). I am the granddaughter of one of three now-former IRS Agents who served tax papers to Nixon-- John "Jack" Czarnecki, who's a Democrat and whose mother was a Clinton Democrat (and the Polish-Slovakian gentile Catholic who my Crypto-Jewish great-great-grandmother Alexandria Czarnecki hated). I am a cousin of Maryland State Delegate Steve DeBoy (D), from the illustrious and darned-right-Democrat Farrell-DeBoy line (who include actors Paul and P.J. DeBoy). I am also a second cousin of a Far-Left Jewish Taoist. I am furthermore a niece and the goddaughter of a consultant for and adviser to Governor Martin O'Malley.

So, I am not a Far-Right ideologue who's merely shilling for FOX News-- I've lived being on the Left (somewhat, anyway, since my mom shifted to the Right by the time that I was born; but I pointed to quite a bit of the rest of my family and my family history, anyway), and I've lived watching unfair-and-unbalanced news.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

"A Traitor Is A Still a Traitor" Continued

So a friend and I were talking about Nana Allen being a Sefardi'ah Yehudi'ah (which I've seen too much evidence of to think that she's just a Catolica Espanola y Irelandesa), and we got to talking about the Rusnaks et. al. again:

[Friend] Because that was the tendency of our forefathers covering what was our roots... I'm sorry about your Ta(Dad)
58 minutes ago ·

  • Nicole Czarnecki
    I am, too. He is missing such a rich part of our history. Meanwhile; one memory that'll always stick out to me: I was learning about the Shoah and
    said something in a moment of OCD/Anxiety panic. To attempt to assuage my fear and quiet me..., my dad deliberately drew a swastika on a piece of paper just
    to throw the paper in the fireplace. Little did I know:

    1) he has OCD/Anxiety.

    2) Great-Grandma Gaydos is lucky that she died in 1992. Had I known that
    the supposedly-sweet woman who died when I was two was a traitor back to her relatives in Europe.... and especially if she were still alive (She'd be
    104 this year; and she could've lived into her 90s and 100s if she'd wanted to); I'd've told her one or another thing. I didn't realize that Dad was
    that angry at Great-Grandma.. though I sure don't blame him. And I think that Great-Granddad may've been trying to get back at his wife, too, when he
    said that "We're Russian." Meanwhile; Great-Granddad's mom was a Uszinsky; and Great-Grandma's dad was of the Kosice, Slovakia Rusnaks (who've include Zionist Conference member Yoshua Rusnak), and her mom of Anusi Foskos (long story) and Hanzoks (Hanssaks) (who became Anusim perhaps later than I'd originally thought. They didn't flee Hungary until the Middle 1800s for Slovakia-- which was a relatively-more pro-Jewish part of Austria Hungary back then; and there are still Hanzoks in Hungary-- beats me why.)....

  • [Friend] you really have a rich history... And i know THE LORD preserved the Hanzoks in Hungary... And the Belskie are from Hungary, no? Have you seen the movie Defiance?
    36 minutes ago ·
  • Nicole Czarnecki
    I know of no relation to the Belskies that I have, but I know that the
    Foczkos fled from Hungary by 1776. The first baptism records for them are from Slovakia from 1776-- were they Catholic originally and not Anusim, the
    records would've g...one to Slovakia from Hungary. They didn't.

    Also, "Maria" and variants thereof were actually surprisingly common in Ashkenazic Jewish communities in Eastern Europe; but Aunt Mary was named for both her grandmothers (and Great-Great-Grandma Alexandria Andrulewicz
    Czarnecki would've been sick to know that her son Antoni had a granddaughter named for his "shiksa" wife-- she HATED her!), and the Foczkos (Foskos) have few "Marias", etc. among them. Great-Grandma was named "Marysia" for her grandmother Marysia "Maria" Novakova Rusnakova, by the way.

    Maria Novakova Rusnakova was part of the first Novak and Rusnak Anusim--
    and that's part of what made Great-Grandma's betrayal of the Rusnaks during the Shoah sicker! Grandma and Grandaunt Mary Ann still try to pass off that the Rusnaks wrote her to ask for money when they were really asking for
    help! But they're not 12 and 7 anymore!

    They can admit what their beloved mom did! They know that I'm not stupid or
    ignorant of Great-Grandma's stopping to write to them; and she lost the opportunity to preach the Gospel, if nothing else, because she refused to
    help them! I myself'd've said, "Screw FDR and Isolationist Policy." But she basically said that'd she'd rather screw justice and the name of Jesus-- and you can only imagine how they further saw us as Anusi-masked traitors, and Self-Hating-Jewish pogromists and crusaders who would give our relatives
    even up to the Nazis!

    Meanwhile, a Rusnak who did survive-- Tibor Geza-- became Roman Catholic (probably to be an Anusi in America), went to Ohio, never talked to us, and had himself cremated when he died in 2006. I found out all this through family research and other things, by the way.


  • By the way, Janet; that times were different then doesn't matter. I'll always be braver than you (I think, or at least until you can admit that your and Dad's beloved Grandma Gaydos was a coward and true koferah el Yeshua v'Aminu). And I wonder what September 22, 1992 at the Judgement was like for Great-Grandma.







     

    Thursday, August 25, 2011

    Forget the Elitism Against Gwyneth Paltrow Martin and The Paltrow-Martin Children...

    If there is ever a Jewish Elitism; the Jewish Elitism is in especially the unprovoked and opportunistic persecutions of Messianic Jews (Jewish Christians), as Nate Goldstein and Shani prove to anyone who's paying attention (perhaps including Ilana Angel):

    Her kids are not not Jewish so your article is moot.




    Though your article us useful to identify you as a lowly sycophant.



    Comment by Dexter on 7/25/11 at 4:59 pm

    Well Gwyneth Paltrow’s Jewish father probably qualifies her to be Jewish under Reform’s standards, so there’s no particular reason she can’t raise her kids in that denomination.



    Comment by dee on 7/25/11 at 6:50 pm

    I think it’s great that Paltrow has stated publicly that she’s raising her children in the Jewish faith. I’m not quite sure how that works, considering neither she, nor her mother, nor her husband are Jewish…but, at least she brings publicity for the countless benefits and rewards of Jewish life…I wonder why Paltrow hasn’t converted herself, considering she obviously values a Jewish upbringing above all others?



    Comment by Shani on 7/25/11 at 8:24 pm

    By reform standards she can raise both her kids Jewish. But I think what she is referring to is their cultural heritage and ethnicity and not their religious affinity. In any case, many people are discovering their Jewish roots and choosing to re-acquire that heritage. All the more power to them. In the long run of course, it will be up to her children and not her to ultimately decide the extent of their own Jewishness. You said, “The Jewish population is getting smaller”. Perhaps one of the main causes of this is Jews who discourage the ownership of one’s own heritage because they don’t fit their narrow elitist definition of “who’s a Jew”.



    Comment by Mashiach on 7/26/11 at 7:42 am

    “I’m not quite sure how that works, considering neither she, nor her mother, nor her husband are Jewish”. That’s hilarious and quite accurate. She might as well announce that she is raising her kids Eskimo. Although it would be smarter to raise them as Navajos and get them a piece of that casino income.



    If you are Orthodox then being Jewish is both a religion and a nationality. If you are a Zionist it is not a religion, and if you are a Reform Jew it is not a nationality, but until now we have had no category for ‘none of the above’.



    Comment by Ben Plonie on 7/26/11 at 2:42 pm

    This seems kind of odd in light of her husband’s support of the Palestinians. Do a search on Chris Martin and Palestine.



    Comment by Jason on 7/27/11 at 7:16 pm

    I just did. Not to judge a book by its cover, but he looks like a moron. As for G.P.‘s intention; depending on your POV being Jewish has nothing to do with family, God, Israel, history, sprituality, religion, politics, self interest, self determination, ritual, practices, disciplines or a given culture. It is entirely subjective and inconsistent between individuals, and who is qualified to say which is right and what is real? This is how you get ‘rabbis’ for Palestine and all that. Today it has become a good deed for some to support Israel’s enemies and undermine Israel. These are people so removed from reality that the are not capable of considering the source of those ideas.



    Comment by Ben Plonie on 7/28/11 at 7:51 pm

    The Jewish people are an ethnic group first, and being Jewish comes from either one or both of the sides—ignore Kiddushin 68b, and focus on D’varim 7:1-5 for itself. In light of D’varim 7:1-5 (among other parshot), I find Gwyneth Paltrow to be a Self-Hating Jew who does no good for ‘ameinu by supporting Pleshet over Yisra’el—what is a Jewish woman doing supporting the remnant of Goliat’s people over the fellow descendants of Ya’akov?



    Comment by Nicole Czarnecki on 7/31/11 at 2:43 pm

    This whole thing is Bulls—t!!!! If you had a Jewish and a non-Jewish parent usually you grew up favoring one or the other!!!

    Whether your mother or father was Jewish is besides the point!!! If you believe you are Jewish and claim to be then you are!!! Bill Maher’s mother was Jewish…he was raised Catholic…he never claimed to be Jewish…he is NOT Jewish!!! Paul Newman’s mother was not Jewish he chose to be Jewish…therefore he was Jewish!!!

    Michael Douglas was raised ???...his mother was not Jewish…He always felt Jewish via his dad…He Is Jewish!!!



    Comment by Nate Goldstein on 8/10/11 at 9:38 am

    I remember when Michael Douglas MC’d an Israeli Special Anniversary on TV and said he was proud to be a Jew…later in the newspapers some crazy orthodox rabbi’s claimed he was not Jewish because of his mother…Michael was incensed claiming who were those nuts to tell him what he was or wasn’t??? Sarah Michelle Gellar & Julia Louis Dreyfus both deny being Jewish…srew ‘em…so be it!!! Michael Richards, neither parent Jewish, believes he is Jewish…says he always felt Jewish…What do we do with him???



    Comment by Marty Stone on 8/10/11 at 9:50 am

    To be a Jew is to be a citizen of the Israelite nation. We have a federal nation and the tribes are our states.



    1) A child of two Jewish parents is a citizen of Israel and with inheritance rights in its father’s state.

    2) A child of a Jewish father only is not a citizen of Israel.

    3) A child of a Jewish mother only is a citizen of Israel but a citizen of no state, with no land rights.

    4) A naturalized citizen (convert) is comparable to one with no Jewish father.



    The law is the law and it doesn’t matter how we feel about it. The law is never going away.



    Comment by Ben Plonie on 8/10/11 at 9:30 pm

    Today the Indians have casinos and each Indian receives a share of the casino income. Anyone who is not a lawful Jew but insists he or she is one can try to claim to be a Cherokee and demand some of the casino income.



    Comment by Ben Plonie on 8/10/11 at 9:31 pm

    ...More BS…More BS…if you left it up to the hypocritical orthodox Jews there would be NO Israel!!! How dare they refuse to accept someone as a Jew if they want to be one merely because their mother is a non Jew!!! We can’t afford to throw away our “Lantzmann” like that and survive. My family is secular, yet we follow all the holidays, our kids married Jews and we have been told that we are the most “Culturally Jewish” people any of our friends know!!! Let your local Chabbad fight us over whether we are Jews just because we don’t go to Temple.



    Comment by Nate Goldstein on 8/10/11 at 11:20 pm

    Meanwhile, a now-former friend of mine who’s a kohein (as my sister told me) thinks that Judaism is meshuga, although he loves being Jewish and supports Israel—and he’s very Far Left! As Nate Goldstein noted, “Let your local Chabbad fight us over whether we are Jews just because we don’t go to Temple.” In fact, isn’t that why many of us don’t even go to Temple or any shul of any sort? Granted that I’m a Messianic Jew, but that’s actually another thing as well—why can’t Jews believe in Jesus (Yeshua) if we can believe in Bar Kochva, Menachem Schneerson, or whoever else one could name?



    Comment by Nicole Czarnecki on 8/10/11 at 11:31 pm

    Hey Nicole…you lost me with…“I’m a Messianic Jew”!!! We can’t believe in jesus because he turned left while the rest of us were going right!!!



    Jews for Jesus are christians…very simple!!!

    Jesus was a Jew who was searching…his followers decided he was the deity!!!

    In their misguided faith in their new religion the christ followers decided to “murder off” the competition…I give you the inquisition, the pogroms, the holocaust, etc.all!!!



    Because of that history…switching sides, as you did, and trying to take others of us with you becomes the ultimate blasphemy and indignity towards those LOST millions of our bretheren!!!



    Comment by Nate Goldstein on 8/11/11 at 10:17 am

    Nate, I wasn’t here to proselytize but to give an example re your point. You sadly made your own point: “...More BS…More BS…if you left it up to the hypocritical orthodox Jews there would be NO Israel!!!” and “Let your local Chabbad fight us over whether we are Jews just because we don’t go to Temple.” You are more fit to join a haredi (“Chabad”) movement than you would like to claim.



    Comment by Nicole Czarnecki on 8/11/11 at 11:08 pm

    Nicole:

    nah…you’re wrong…we are basicly agnostic/secularists. HOWEVER…we are very strongly Jewish culturists!!!....we won’t go to temple…but we’ve been to Israel 3 times…and support them AS MUCH AS Possible!!!...also we just about “Kvell” when we pass by the ultra orthodox with the remnents of their Russian black garb walking with their familys on Pico/Fairfax area….because they are fighting their uphill battle to preserve their faith.



    BUT NOW…it’s just because of that Jewish DNA that I possess that I go crazy when I come across messianics and jews for jesus.



    Comment by Nate Goldstein on 8/12/11 at 12:56 pm

    “Jews” for Jesus is the title of a Christian religious organization. It’s not that we “can’t” believe in Jesus (whatever that means),it’s that there is no “Jesus” in Jewish culture, tradition, scripture,or religious practices. When you’re Jewish, temple or not, there is no worldview that encompasses any type of “salvation” because a human allowed himself to be sacrificed as some sort of political statement.



    Comment by Shani on 8/12/11 at 4:35 pm

    Nate and Shani, you two are proving that many Jews are way too elitist against fellow Jews. Also, I already clarified that I’m not here to proselytize. So, knock off your Anti Missionarism.



    Comment by Nicole Czarnecki on 8/12/11 at 4:43 pm

    Why would I “knock off” being against missionizing? In any case, you can missionize to your heart’s content,but if you think such an action is culturally,socially,politically,religiously, or traditionally Jewish, you are wrong. Missionizing or suggesting we’re “incomplete”, (as many missionaries claim), is elitist.As a Christian, you have to live with the consequences of the choice you made. You cannot expect observant Jews to understand those of you who believe in a life philosophy that encompasses the antithesis of being Jewish.



    Comment by Shani on 8/14/11 at 8:59 pm

    If you want to be a messianic…go be it!!!...but keep it to yourself!!!



    As soon as you try to drag your fellow Jews along you’re nothing better than a turncoat/traitor who’s pissing on the graves of the multi-millions who died rather than give up their spiritual beliefs.



    Comment by Nate Goldstein on 8/24/11 at 3:40 pm

    Shani, I already stated that I already clarified that I’m not here to proselytize. I simply mentioned that I’m a Messianic Jew to be in full disclosure. As I said, “In fact, isn’t that why many of us don’t even go to Temple or any shul of any sort? Granted that I’m a Messianic Jew, but that’s actually another thing as well—why can’t Jews believe in Jesus (Yeshua) if we can believe in Bar Kochva, Menachem Schneerson, or whoever else one could name?”



    What’s elitist is suggesting that I may not believe that Jesus (Yeshua) is the Messiah if another Jew can believe that Bar Kosiva or Menachem Schneerson is Mashiach.



    Comment by Nicole Czarnecki on 8/24/11 at 3:41 pm

    Nate and Shani, I wasn’t trying to drag anyone along; and I find your attitude unacceptably and intolerably elitist, as I was merely disclosing my Messianic Jewish beliefs in order to explain why I understand why many Jews do not go to shul—because of both intolerance of haredim and frankly because of intolerance such as yours.



    Comment by Nickidewbear on 8/24/11 at 4:01 pm

    Jews don’t “believe in” Jesus. Period. Christians, and only Christians do. There is a major difference between being fooled/hoping someone is Messiah and believing that a man who died thousands of years ago is G_d. One action is naive, the other goes against the soul.



    Comment by Shani on 8/24/11 at 5:14 pm

    Perhaps Ilana Angel ought to have chazak v'ematz and write "Are Jews Too Elitist To Accept Jewish Christians [or Messianic Jews, or Jews for Jesus, or followers of Jesus of Nazareth]"?

    Sunday, July 31, 2011

    Is Ilana Angel Elitist? We Know That Haredim Are Elitist; So To Dexter's Point

    The Jewish people are an ethnic group first, and being Jewish comes from either one or both of the sides-- ignore Kiddushin 68b, and focus on D'varim 7:1-5 for itself. In light of D'varim 7:1-5 (among other parshot), I find Gwyneth Paltrow to be a Self-Hating Jew who does no good for 'ameinu by supporting Pleshet over Yisra'el-- what is a Jewish woman doing supporting the remnant of Goliat's people over the fellow descendants of Ya'akov?

    By the way, Ilana's chutzpah is staggering (and "hutz-pah"; the "c" is silent or not there in the original Hebrew, which is what Yidish messed up. I just wanted to remind Rep. Michele "Party of 'No'" Bachmann as she jeporadizes the US' greatest ally by voting "No" on even the McConnell Compromise-- how'd the Reid and $2.8-T ones work, Rep. Bachmann?).

    Saturday, July 30, 2011

    Why Do Wicked Men Prevail?

    Yesterday

    Don Christolear


    Disrespectful

    I find your upside down flag very disrespectful. I don't care how upset you might be with our current administration, as I am, but you do dishonor to the flag by displaying it that way. You, personally, are not in distress. That's the ONLY reason you're to hang the flag in that manner.



    Yesterday

    Nicole Czarnecki


    Sir, with all due respect, everyone should be in distress over the economic and partisan political situation in this country. And as a Jew, I note how Israel's greatest ally is inevitably going to fall on August 2nd unless by some miracle.



    Yesterday

    Don Christolear


    I agree with all of the above but you are still disrespecting my flag by displaying that way. You are young so you haven't yet learned what that flag represents. I'm as conservative as they make them but I would never disrespect my flag by using it as a protest symbol. We work with many veterans and current military who would be glad to remove a flag displayed in this manner if it were hanging from your home.


    And, BTW, the sky is not falling as politicians from both sides wish you to believe.


    Lastly, I too am a huge supporter of Israel but do not understand the connection to the current situation.


    Because our fighting men and women gave you the right to display the flag in this manner, I am simply asking you to replace it to show respect to all who have fought and died for that very flag.


    Thank you





    18 hours ago

    Nicole Czarnecki


    Sir, I understand exactly why the flag should be upside down; and if we default, the sky (so to speak) will fall. And if you support Israel, you should know that the US is her greatest ally and that many of us in the Diaspora came here when we could not make aliyah (a return to Israel). BTW, I have relatives, both living and deceased, who fought under that flag-- and one of whom died under that flag, and who this country never honored (given that he was a Jew and a Catholic, and that it took him 18 years to die from his war injuries).






    I find your assumptions and presumptions arrogant, and your ignorance and apathy especially regarding US-Israel (American-Jewish, including Jewish-American intra- and inter-relations) Anti Semitic.



    17 minutes ago

    Don Christolear


    So, the fact that I am a Christian and believes that the Jews are God's chosen people, this makes me an anti Semite? Little girl, little girl, you have a lot to learn about people. You're way too young to be this angry.


    I, too, was a liberal when I was young but I grew up.


    Arrogant? Call it what you will. I just call it being tired of crybaby kids who have NO clue on what's really happening in this great country and refuse to let you anti Americans destroy it. I can keep this up as long as you want but would rather not waste my time with you. I'll pray to the God of the Jews and then of the Christians that He direct your hostilities in a more positive direction.


    I also respect Israel so much that I would NEVER disrespect their flag in the manner that you're disrespecting mine.

    What makes Don Christolear more of a vile bully is that he also blocked me so that I could not respond to his deliberate twisting and decontextualization of my words. At times like these, I'm reminded of the following:

    7 O LORD, You induced me, and I was persuaded;

    You are stronger than I, and have prevailed.

    I am in derision daily;

    Everyone mocks me.

    8 For when I spoke, I cried out;

    I shouted, “Violence and plunder!”

    Because the word of the LORD was made to me

    A reproach and a derision daily.

    9 Then I said, “I will not make mention of Him,

    Nor speak anymore in His name.”

    But His word was in my heart like a burning fire

    Shut up in my bones;

    I was weary of holding it back,

    And I could not.

    10 For I heard many mocking:



    “ Fear on every side!”



    “ Report,” they say, “and we will report it!”

    All my acquaintances watched for my stumbling, saying,



    “ Perhaps he can be induced;

    Then we will prevail against him,

    And we will take our revenge on him.”

    11 But the LORD is with me as a mighty, awesome One.

    Therefore my persecutors will stumble, and will not prevail.

    They will be greatly ashamed, for they will not prosper.

    Their everlasting confusion will never be forgotten.

    12 But, O LORD of hosts,

    You who test the righteous,

    And see the mind and heart,

    Let me see Your vengeance on them;

    For I have pleaded my cause before You.

    13 Sing to the LORD! Praise the LORD!

    For He has delivered the life of the poor

    From the hand of evildoers.

    14 Cursed be the day in which I was born!

    Let the day not be blessed in which my mother bore me!

    15 Let the man be cursed

    Who brought news to my father, saying,



    “ A male child has been born to you!”

    Making him very glad.

    16 And let that man be like the cities

    Which the LORD overthrew, and did not relent;

    Let him hear the cry in the morning

    And the shouting at noon,

    17 Because he did not kill me from the womb,

    That my mother might have been my grave,

    And her womb always enlarged with me.

    18 Why did I come forth from the womb to see labor and sorrow,

    That my days should be consumed with shame?

    Righteous are You, O LORD, when I plead with You;


    Yet let me talk with You about Your judgments.

    Why does the way of the wicked prosper?

    Why are those happy who deal so treacherously?

    2 You have planted them, yes, they have taken root;

    They grow, yes, they bear fruit.

    You are near in their mouth

    But far from their mind.

    3 But You, O LORD, know me;

    You have seen me,

    And You have tested my heart toward You.

    Pull them out like sheep for the slaughter,

    And prepare them for the day of slaughter.

    4 How long will the land mourn,

    And the herbs of every field wither?

    The beasts and birds are consumed,

    For the wickedness of those who dwell there,

    Because they said, “He will not see our final end.”

    When You're Like Me; Suicide Is Still Awfully Tempting No Matter How Painful It Is

    And maybe that's part of suicide's appeal-- the pain, the selfishness. For example, some people say that would miss me if I committed suicide-- boy, would I like to come back and see them put their money where there mouth is (I almost typed "mouth where their money is", but maybe that, too.). Besides, if they want me around so badly (and with all due respect and deference, STFU if you want to start kvetching about how this is typical suicidal talk, etc.; you will utz me):

    1. Why do they treat me like they'd rather me be dead? And while they're at it; some of them hate me because I'm on the lowest of the lowest, of the lowest of the lowest rung of the social ladder in general society-- the disabled. For example, I have Cerebral Palsy (Diplegic Spastia); and I don't hear anyone talking about Julie Cirella anymore-- in fact, I almost suspect that some think that Julie Cirella's mother did the right and honorable thing. But they sure as Heaven and Hell wouldn't say that if Julie Cirella weren't disabled (and forget that she's Black-- her disability, not her ethnicity, is what makes her less honored than Caylee Anthony, Leiby Kletzky-- of whom I am a fellow Israelite--, and the Coleman boys, for example.).
    2. Why do some of them try to contol my life and otherwise abuse (including ignore and withhold important information, including documents) from me, knowing that they damned well couldn't do that if I weren't disabled? FYI, Dad; were I not disabled, you never would've gotten away with even some of your physical abuse, let alone (among other actions) your verbal and other non-physical abuse and withholding that Great-Granddad Czarnecki and Great-Great-Granddad Foczko both committed suicide (which would have explained why I tried to commit suicide-- people without a history of suicide and/or other significant issues in their family and other history don't attempt or threaten suicide).
    3. Same question above, except my prime example-- my thought policewoman of a mother. You damned well know, Mom, that you would never try to control what I at 21 years old say, do, etc. if I weren't disabled and had prospects. And I'm sorrowed (Why should I be "sorry"? I'm not apologizing for having my own thoughts, etc. at 21; so I'm sorrowed)  that, for example, my being proud of my Jewish heritage (no matter how unproud of it Dad and his family are) isn't your cup of tea. Besides, see if I ever tweet about anything that you might need prayer for or any appreciation of anything that you do or go through again-- after all, you "don't want to live [your] life out in the public venue".
    I could give more examples, but I think that being on the most-times-over-lowest-of-the-lowest rung of the social ladder and easily abusable because of my Cerebral Palsy is an understandable reason for why I'm still often quite tempted to commit selfish suicide-- rub the pain that they've affected and effected in, and get the last laugh ("See you suckers! I'll be in Heaven; you'll still be here!").

    Sunday, July 24, 2011

    What I Was Going To Write To Kevin When He Refriended Me-- And He Refriended Me As He Said & I Began To Write This

    Kevin:




    Just to let you know; as a cousin and fellow Christian, I love and forgive you; and apologize for what I need to apologize. I want you to know that you don't have to feel compelled to refriend me if your heart really is not in it, even if it would seem to be the Christian thing to do. For your sake, I'm just asking you to think about that.



    I don't need you to refriend me if you don't want to-- don't you feel guilted into that. If you and others are angry at me, so what? More than anything, I would rather each and all of us be in friendship with G-d even if never are in friendship with each other until the next lifetime, be that "when He returns or calls us home".



    It is not easy for me to see how our family has really been over the years, especially in regards to the Gospel:



    "I tell the truth in Christ, I am not lying, my conscience also bearing me witness in the Holy Spirit, that I have great sorrow and continual grief in my heart. For I could wish that I myself were accursed from Christ for my brethren, my countrymen according to the flesh, who are Israelites, to whom pertain the adoption, the glory, the covenants, the giving of the law, the service of God, and the promises; of whom are the fathers and from whom, according to the flesh, Christ came, who is over all, the eternally blessed God. Amen."

    I think that, more than anything, instead of coming to the One who can bind our wounds; we tried to cover our own wounds and only made our own wounds worse as well as hurt others-- especially "[our] brethren, [our] countrymen according to the flesh".

    As I told you:

    Whenever I heard Andrew and Julia Fosko Rusnak spoken of-- they were immigrants from Slovakia or Czechoslovakia who married in 1905, had kids, etc.. Never did I know that our family (even if I disagreed with some of the intent of their decisions)-- for example-- came over here to escape persecution after we couldn't assimilate in Slovakia; and many of us weren't just Crypto Jews (although some were, which is where I disagree with the intent: regardless of the meshuga AntiSemitism in the Church, we should've given Jesus a chance in our lives; and if and when our relatives thought that we were joining the traitors, so what?! And many of us were Jews who believed in Jesus; we were just too damned afraid and too damned quiet to emphasize that part) .



    Truth is a lot better (even if stranger and more disquieting) than fiction. By the way, I look at Great-Granduncles Andy, Carl, and Joe all the more as heroes for their going over there (Well, Great-Granduncles Carl and Joe were able to; but on the homefront, there was still Anti Semitism and also that "You can't be a Jew for Jesus!" attitude that Great-Granduncle Andy had to deal with every day!).
    And as I wrote to you in the last blog entry (and as hard as it can be-- and I've confessed that I continue to struggle with Self-Hating-Jewish thoughts every day, and I'll continue to day-by-day process that I have both more privilege and responsibility than the Polish-Irish-and-whatever-else gentile that I thought that I was):

    I intend to be that one or even one of those ones-- and Kevin Fosko, we can be Jews for Jesus. The question for you is what you're going to do: are you going to keep being like the generation who ultimately betrayed the Yehoshua Sh'mu'el Rusnak side of the family, or are you going to not have the inquity visit the next three and four generations-- should there even be such with the way that this world is going?
    I also said that "I'm not perfect and I do a lot of imperfect and imperfected things; but, Kevin Fosko, I will speak about our family. I will speak about what happened. I will speak about what I found out."

    I should've sometimes taken the higher road on things, but sometimes my attitude had to be (or at least seem) rough and tough on things-- and I love my family, even if some of you all won't ever love me-- let alone love me again, if you did.

    Before I keep kvetching and before I utz you, I ask you to think carefully about your decision. And if you decide not to refriend me after all, it's as those two country songs go: "I'm gonna smile..." (and I told you that in another blog entry, too-- and I told other family members as well. Don't think that I'm talking to only you.) and "It's okay to hurt, and it's okay to cry".

    And as I said, I think that, more than anything, instead of coming to the One who can bind our wounds; we tried to cover our own wounds and only made our own wounds worse as well as hurt others-- especially "[our] brethren, [our] countrymen according to the flesh".

    Can't we just hurt and cry for once-- and come to Jesus and not suffer ourselves or hurt others?

    Your Job Might Be At Risk, But Vilmosz's Life Was All the More So...

    And I'm not perfect and I do a lot of imperfect and imperfected things; but, Kevin Fosko, I will speak about our family. I will speak about what happened. I will speak about what I found out.

    I will take you, one from a city and two from a family, and I will bring you to Zion. (Jeremiah 3:14b, NKJV)
    I intend to be that one or even one of those ones-- and Kevin Fosko, we can be Jews for Jesus. The question for you is what you're going to do: are you going to keep being like the generation who ultimately betrayed the Yehoshua Sh'mu'el Rusnak side of the family, or are you going to not have the inquity visit the next three and four generations-- should there even be such with the way that this world is going?

    Exodus 34:6-8

    New King James Version (NKJV)



    6 And the LORD passed before him and proclaimed, “The LORD, the LORD God, merciful and gracious, longsuffering, and abounding in goodness and truth, 7 keeping mercy for thousands, forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin, by no means clearing the guilty, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children and the children’s children to the third and the fourth generation.”

    8 So Moses made haste and bowed his head toward the earth, and worshiped.

    Joshua 24:14-15

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    14 “Now therefore, fear the LORD, serve Him in sincerity and in truth, and put away the gods which your fathers served on the other side of the River and in Egypt. Serve the LORD! 15 And if it seems evil to you to serve the LORD, choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the River, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you dwell. But as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD.”

    Jeremiah 8:1-6


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    1 “At that time,” says the LORD, “they shall bring out the bones of the kings of Judah, and the bones of its princes, and the bones of the priests, and the bones of the prophets, and the bones of the inhabitants of Jerusalem, out of their graves. 2 They shall spread them before the sun and the moon and all the host of heaven, which they have loved and which they have served and after which they have walked, which they have sought and which they have worshiped. They shall not be gathered nor buried; they shall be like refuse on the face of the earth. 3 Then death shall be chosen rather than life by all the residue of those who remain of this evil family, who remain in all the places where I have driven them,” says the LORD of hosts.

    4 “Moreover you shall say to them, ‘Thus says the LORD:

    “ Will they fall and not rise?

    Will one turn away and not return?

    5 Why has this people slidden back,

    Jerusalem, in a perpetual backsliding?

    They hold fast to deceit,

    They refuse to return.

    6 I listened and heard,

    But they do not speak aright.

    No man repented of his wickedness,

    Saying, ‘What have I done?’

    Everyone turned to his own course,

    As the horse rushes into the battle.

    Saturday, July 23, 2011

    History Repeats- And Even if Brevik Is Far Right, History Repeats

    The Nazis hated Jews and Communists. Why? Because Communism was a Jewish idea, invented with a Non-Messanic Jew's best intents after he had suffered horrible Anti Semitism at the hands of the now-united German government and seen the Industrial Revolution be driven by Capitalism without common sense and compassion; and that is the only reason that the Nazis hated an ideology that had become equally as Far Leftist under Stalin as Nazism-- Nationalist German Socialist Workerism-- was.

    Also, Far Leftists hate Far Leftists; and a Self-Hating Jew named Adolf Hitler who was as Leftist as-- or even more Leftist than-- Stalin hated competition. Just like control freaks, sociopaths, and others who manifest the worst of bad-enough human nature; Far Leftists hate competition.

    On the other side are the Far Rightists like Ann Coulter, Jan Brewer, Michelle Malkin, and Laura Ingraham-- who, if you really probe them and watch them closely-- want nothing to do with anyone but their own-- and their own includes especially usually those of their own ethnic background and national and political ideology. For example, b'tzlacha ever being perfected-- especially a perfected Jew-- in Ann Coulter's eyes unless you're Dennis Prager, Mark Levin, or maybe even the late Meir Kahane. As for Jan Brewer, buena suerte con estando una persona aceptable unless you're a White, Anglo-Saxon, fully- or almost-fully gentile Protestant who was born to legal nless you're a White, Anglo-Saxon, fully- or almost-fully gentile Protestant immigrants or US-born citizens.

    As for Anders Brevik, only in the passing of time will we find out whether he is actually Far Right or Far Left.