A Friend Is Scheduled To Look At the Webcam Issue Tomorrow, So...

We'll see what happens. The webcam is currently not connecting to the Internet for some reason. So, until my webcam can reconnect to the Internet, no Facebook or YouTube videos-- or I could go the long way and upload videos recorded in Windows Movie Maker via "USB Video Device" or (if it works) "ASUS Virtual Webcam". Meanwhile, my mom suggested GeekSquad, so I can be thankful that my friend offered to help before (as he explained) I was about to get ripped off.

The other option is praying for a miracle for the webcam and my computer so that my friend doesn't have to come right after his class to help me on my computer, and so that I could save him time while I get a Valentine's Day miracle (besides any that I can forsee, which is essentially no miracle besides the computer being fixed; though I'd prefer the "'catching away' of kallat Mashiach"). 

Unfortunately, My Mom's Not the Most-Supportive Mom In the World...

I've had to censor quite a few posts because of her for the time being. As I said in my last post, my mom takes these Antimissionaries and other haters of me seriously when she shouldn't. If she read all of my blog in context, she would know that I'm fairer than I should be to many, including my own people. For a while, I avoided the Sikkut v'Kiyun question and the "Did the Jews kill Jesus?" question-- to which my answer was basically, "Yes, but we did not have mens rea." If I were unfair, I could harp on how especially the Antimissionaries will "look on Me whom they pierced." But I devoted only one blog entry (at least recently) out of many to that.


Also, I do not proselytize and I am friends with many Non-Messianic Jews on Facebook, and I have Non-Messianic Jewish subscribers and followers on YouTube  and Twitter. I am open about my faith-- and by the way, pray for my webcam which is not working at present-- but I do not proselytize. 


By the way, I can't wait to be famous as Whitney Houston-- as I said on Facebook, I "can't wait to be famous. Then I'll be celebrated if I & when I die, & I won't have to worry about being drug addled, wasting my talents, &c.. That's one lesson that Whitney Houston's death leaves me with: you can be celebrated even if you're too selfish to care for your daughter if only you're famous."


My mom will be more supportive of me when I'm famous, even though she denies that she would be more supportive just because I'll be famous. Meanwhile:


For son dishonors father, Daughter rises against her mother, Daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law; A man’s enemies are the men of his own household.


In this case, my mother is set against me; and as I told her in other words:


" “Whether it is right in the sight of God to listen to you more than to God, you judge."

A Blog Visit From My Mom... Oh Good...

Not! She called me to tell that she'd shoot my laptop if she could thanks to one of my blog posts. What's she going to do if and when I'm famous? Confiscate and perhaps shoot my laptop then? That Antimissionary was bluffing. He won't call my mom's workplace. I've had Antimissionaries bluff on me like this before.

Unlike Mom, I can handle when people bluff and persecute me. After all, since my mom raised me in the Christian faith, she ought to know:


⁹ “Then they will deliver you up to tribulation and kill you, and you will be hated by all nations for My name’s sake. ¹⁰ And then many will be offended, will betray one another, and will hate one another.¹¹ Then many false prophets will rise up and deceive many. ¹² And because lawlessness will abound, the love of many will grow cold. ¹³ But he who endures to the end shall be saved. ¹⁴ And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in all the world as a witness to all the nations, and then the end will come.["]


By the way, I told you that I'm hard on everyone. I'm no respecter of persons. For:


³⁴ Then Peter opened his mouth and said: “In truth I perceive that God shows no partiality. ³⁵ But in every nation whoever fears Him and works righteousness is accepted by Him.["]


If I want to be like G-d, I can't be a (as other translations say) "respecter of persons". I have to be harsh even toward my own mom, let alone myself. If and when I'm famous, I'm going to have to take drek from those who don't respect me, as I said. Also as I said, what's my mom going to do if and when I'm famous?


As I've stated before, I'll be more respected if and when I'm famous, anyway. So, Mom won't have anything to worry about. 

   

[Baltimore], Maryland arrived from facebook.com on "The Nicole Factor: An Example Of An Antimissionary Threat Which Lets Me Know That I'm Doing The Right Thing...".

As a Jew, I Probably Shouldn't Be Viewing "Incorruptable" Corpses, But...

However, one looks like and probably is the body of Rudy Giuliani's cousin. I had to show my sister Veronica Giuiliani's body (or wax-or-something-covered skeleton). Anyway, you can see part of why I'm not Roman Catholic, though.

An Example Of An Antimissionary Threat Which Lets Me Know That I'm Doing The Right Thing...

Update: 11:57 PM EST on February 13, 2012: this message from this Antimissionary was entirely unprovoked. I never reached out to, proselytized, or had any other kind of contact with him whatsoever. When he sent me this message, I did not contact him back. I reported and blocked him on Facebook.


"about an hour ago
Marc Ebens


Let me tell you something Nicole Czarnecki we are sick and tired of your hate gospel. Your mom works at [censored]I will complain to [censored] in a letter I wont support a woman who has a daughter who is a anti Semite working for NASA as a taz payer. So all Jews are self hating and hate who they are? I will boycott [censored] and let the world see what type of garbage works there being your mother... I will show them your mom raised you to be a anti Semite. We already complained at your buddy...work place
And they took the complaint very serious today. [Censored] will get a bad reputation with you and your mom and they should take it serious also. You’re a disgusting pig that needs to get a life at which you don’t have one I can tell.

"

I'm so used to the Antimissionary games that even if they phase me at first, they ultimately don't phase me. But this is part of what Antimissionaries like to do:

• Lie about what you said
• Threaten and persecute you and your loved ones
• Call you names

Do you see why I call Antimissionaries "spiritual kapos" now?

Here Are the Pictures Saved From Yad Vashem's Website To Prove That Vilmos et. al. Are Relatives

Vilmos Ze'ev Rusnak. Survived the Shoah. Probably moved to Tel Aviv to join family.

Pepi Rusnakova Grinfeldova. 1888-1944. Murdered in the Shoah.

Aron David "Dudus" Rusnak. 1844-1944. Murdered in the Shoah.

So, I'm Focusing On Some Indirect Relatives' Branches, But...

That doesn't mean that I wouldn't like to see more direct relatives be more found out about (I've had some, but relatively-little, luck or blessing over the past couple of days, and only one instance regarding Dad's side-- as far as I recall.). Meanwhile, speaking of blessings, I have a question for G-d: where's the blessing of karma for Ginny Cha and against Tiki and scheduled-to-be Traci Lynn Johnson Barber? By the way, shouldn't Ginny Cha have justice in her favor? After all:

• But You have seen, for You observe trouble and grief, To repay it by Your hand. The helpless commits himself to You; You are the helper of the fatherless. 
• A father of the fatherless, a defender of widows, Is God in His holy habitation.
• Defend the poor and fatherless; Do justice to the afflicted and needy.
• The LORD watches over the strangers; He relieves the fatherless and widow; But the way of the wicked He turns upside down.

Ginny Cha is worse off than a widow in many respects. Her husband, who karma (vengeance) has yet to hit, is still with his mistress while Ginny Cha was left with two on-the-way, and is now left with two newborn, girls and two young boys to raise-- and her husband refuses to pay for his affair and divorce.

Meanwhile, karma has yet to hit some of my own relatives-- including my dad who left my worse off than a widow in many respects as well--, but that's another discussion. Meanwhile, I sometimes wonder (like in the case of Tiki Barber) how long until this will be fulfilled in favor of those like Ginny Cha. I mean, sometimes I wonder, is G-d (so to speak) f___ing with us?

"¹¹ Then I said, “Lord, how long?”

And He answered:

“Until the cities are laid waste and without inhabitant,
The houses are without a man,
The land is utterly desolate,
¹² The Lord has removed men far away,
And the forsaken places are many in the midst of the land.
¹³ But yet a tenth will be in it,
And will return and be for consuming,
As a terebinth tree or as an oak,
Whose stump remains when it is cut down.
So the holy seed shall be its stump.”"

How I look forward to the End of Days!