Tiki Barber, Not I or Anyone Else, Left His Children and Left Them Off His Wedding Registry...

So, he indeed implicity said that he'd rather have them dead. My mom says that I'm lying when I say that. Excuse me; but he left the children and their mom for Traci Lynn Johnson, and "even included a few requests for their Cavalier King Charles Spaniels, Charlotte and Bernice" while including none for the children. I don't know about you; but I'd be telling my children that I'd want them dead were I to leave them and their dad, and were I to acknowledge my adulterous lover and my pets but not acknowledge the children.

By the way, I don't have a husband  and children, and never have; so just to clarify, that was a hypothetical. Speaking of hypotheticals, it's not even hypothetically-- but it just plain is-- telling your children that you want them dead by leaving them and their other parent, all while not acknowleding them on your next wedding registry-- on which you acknowledge even you pets. 

JFK Knew About Softness and Weakness, Alright.... And I Don't Want One More Admiration of the Kennedys or Roosevelts

"Our growing softness, our increasing lack of physical fitness, is a menace to our security." So spoke JFK. He lost blood and strength every minute that he cheated on Jackie, and LHO was able to clock him one. And you don't think that JFK was being judged through with LHO did as we were judged when the Chaldeans captured us and took us into exile?

JFK was such a hypocrite. The worst of them are always admired, aren't they? FDR, too; that Self-Hating-Disabled, Anti-Semitic liar & cheater. And just with me being disabled and born with a disability, I resent how FDR handled his disability-- the Anti Semitism and cheating on Eleanor (who was an Anti Semite as well, by the way) is another (so to speak) ballpark altogether.

I don't consider FDR disabled. He had polio that he shamefully took pains to hide, and for that he doesn't belong among the Disabled Community. He belongs among the Self-Hating-Disabled Community, just like he and Self-Hating Jews belong among the Anti Semites and not among the Jews or in fellowship with them. As for the Kennedys, they hid their disabled sister, Rose, in a home and never got her out of it, even after the ADA was passed.

FDR & JFK... what crocks. And why did Ted Kennedy co-write the ADA? To see a person who wore a disability as a badge of honor & battle scar write the ADA'd've been something. Forget the Roosevelts & Kennedys. By "forget", I mean to expose them for who they were or wipe out their memories except for those of them who don't deserve to be like Amalek.

And Rose Kennedy is among those who don't deserve to be like Amalek.

I Could Kill Myself, But...

1. I already discussed that an attempt to do so could result in survival of the attempt, and not for the better.
2. There's still the possibility of the Rapture any day now (Quite literally.).
3. There must be some way that I can have my cake and eat it too. David and Solomon and others have.... Oh, but I forgot... they were David and Solomon.
4. Jeremiah, etc. went through a lot, too... Oh, but I forgot... they were Jeremiah, etc. and were ultimately greater than I'll ever be. Most of them in't have disabilities, divorced parents (even if they had parents who hated them, gave them up, etc.), etc. either... and when they had to go through things, they had G-d in a special way and ultimately got to have cake that they could eat, too.

So, only the top two reasons (besides the Fifth Commandment) stand... so far.

I'd Still Love to Cover Toby Keith's "Mockingbird" With Someone...

I already posted at least separate covers and one vocal part of the cover on my YouTube channel. Someone please contact me-- I have Skype, Facebook, e-mail, Windows Movie Maker (so that you can do the one part and I could merge our clips together). I'd put the cover on YouTube, my Facebook page, etc..

Drake's Birthday, Toby Keith's Anniversary... Nothing Like Great-Granddad Czarnecki's Life

So who was Antoni Jan "Anthony 'Tony', Sr." Julianowicz Chernetski? Born en route between Lipsk nad Biebrza and Tsuman (then Cuman, Wolyn), the first child of Julian Jan "Feliks" (December 24, 1875-1877 - September 11, 1922) and Aleksjondria Alicja Andrulewicza (June 26, 1882 - April 6, 1936) Chernetski was born into a mishpacha b'HaGalut l'Yisra'el-- in other words, he was a Diasporan Jew. His dad's family included the Chernetskis and Danilowiczes of Lipsk, Krasne, Suwalki, and Bialystok; and his uncle Teofil was born in Lipno, the hometown of the Laczinskys (the surname of whom Julian would later use on his Ellis Island record). His mom's family included the prominent Andrulewiczes (Andruleviches) of Buzhanka (then in Zvenigorodka, Kiev).

Then came the pogroms, and his parents chose to become Anusim. As has come to light recently, "Antoni" was chosen in connection with the saint born on his birthday (October 24) for him when he became a meshumad, a baptized Jew. "Antoni" was also given by Aleksjondria to both of his granddads (her dad and her in-law dad), as was "Katarzyna" to both his grandmothers. Because all the records for Yehudim in his birth area were destroyed, his and his grandparents' real names are not known-- and "Julian" and "Aleksjondria" are uncertain as given names as well (Neither name has a Saint's Day on December 24 or June 26.).

Sat shiva for and effectively kicked out of Lipsk, then-three-year-old Antoni came with his mom to join Julian in Sugar Notch, Pennsylvania on May 16-18, 1908. Then he lived with his mom and dad at 132 Main (now North Main) Street, Sugarloaf in Sugar Notch Borough for a while. There, "Tony" became a brother twice: to Regina (April 1909 - June 23, 1925), and Alexandria Alice, Jr. (September 28, 1910 - November 1978).

Tony became a brother nine more times at his next home. His survivings siblings were Stanley Peter, John "Johnkie" Felix, Edward "Ed" Leo, Josph "Suzy" Paschal, Sr.; Pfc. Bernard "Bernie" S. (March 15, 1920 - July 16, 1963; WW2, KIA, long-term dying process), and Cecelia "Celia" R.. His siblings in law: John Dombroski, Sr.; Theresa nee Makarczyk, Jennifer "Jennie" Gladey nee Ulawski, Evelyn, Eleanor nee Hadala, and Michael James Guhanick, Sr..

His own spouse was the Jewish Mary M. nee Trudnak, a daughter of the (as far as is known) gentile Michael A. and Jewish Ana Monka Trudnak. He and she met at the silk mill where he, she, and their sisters-- his sister Alexandria and her sister Helen Elizabeth Kostka nee Trudnak-- had all worked. Thoroughly managing to piss off his Anusit ima, he married the Jewish Catholic Mary Trudnak on May 10, 1934; while she was pregnant with the first Tony, Jr. (1934 - 1934), who died two days after being born.

He and Mary lived at his home at 203 Freed Street while Alexandria (called Alice) lived at 207 and Suzy lived at 205, since the home was actually three houses in a row-- originally three houses bought for 14 total (12 surviving) people (two parents, 12 total children born from 1904 to 1922). There, he had born to him the following besides the first Tony, Jr.: John Gregory "Jack" (that murderous Jack), Francis Anthony "Red", James "Jim" Julian, Sr.; and the second Tony, Jr..

He worked as a coal miner in Sugar Notch until 1964, when he had to move to Watervilet, NY to take a job as a lawn-mower operator at a high-end apartment complex. Damaging his right leg up to his knee, including his three middle toes, with the lawn mower; he came back to Sugar Notch and then, due to Depression, committed suicide on December 2, 1964 in neighboring Exeter in Wyoming County.

At the time; he was survived by all of his siblings but his previously-deceased siblings (the ones who died in the 1910s and 1920s) and Pfc. Bernie Czarnecki, his sons, and five grandchildren (including one on the way). He also widowed Mary M. Czarnecki nee Trudnak, who outlived her first and only husband until her death by murder on February 12, 2007.

He wasn't remembered or known as particularly good to his family; having himself been abused during childhood by his mother, who sent him to a mental institution in far-from-Sugar-Notch Wood River, Illinois in 1930. He also had a schicker dad; but liked his dad more than his mom, yet became like his abusive and controlling mom.

I'm Going To Keep Sharing My Views After All-- At Least For Those Who Appreciate My Views

Besides, if anyone wants to know, here's a nice parsha from my sefer shel toldot shel mishpacha:

1) Fockos/Foczkos/Foskos: Jews of Diosgyor and Miskolc, Hungary; flee to Slovakia (then Slovakian Hungary) to become Anusim by the 1770s, when first baptism records for a Foczko ever show up anywhere, as the LDS documents.

2) Hanzoks: Became Anusim by 1840s or perhaps earlier. Absorbed into Foczko family. Hanzoks and Foczkos continue to marry to this day. A recent union was in the 60s, Josephus Foczko and Aurelia nee Hanzokova.

3) Rusnaks and Novaks: Ya'akov Rusnak and his wife Marysia "Maria" Novakova Rusnakova convert by 1876, are effectively sat shiva for until 1930s-1940s. Daughter of Julia nee Foczkova and Andrej "Andrew" Rusnak is reached out to in 1940s by Rusnaks, etc. (mostly Rusnaks, as far as is known) back home during Shoah. Daughter Mary Elizabeth Gaydos nee Rusnak, who is her grandmother Marysia's namesake, betrays reaching-out family by stopping to write to them. Shoah-surviving Rusnaks make aliyah, immigrate to America far from Mary's family, etc. and never talk to her again. Surviving Novaks-- hard to say. Leopold Novak dies in Early Shoah, Anti-Semitic attack in Zlata Idka (then Aranyidka) in 1936.

4) Monkas: Converted at some point, perhaps around 1860s-1870s.

5) Huglinksys, Homas, Gajdoszes, Ushinskys, etc.: Conversions around 1840s-1850s.

6) Chernetskis, Danilowiczes, Andrulewiczes, etc.: convert either during pogroms, or between pogroms and Post-Shoah period. Ones who did not convert sit shiva and mutually never contact converts again except in matters over family farm owned by Chernetskis, etc.

So this "mamzerah" is absoultely qualified to speak as a Jew, and a Jew for Jesus.

Maybe I Just Ought To Quit Trying To Engage People & Share Any of My Views, or Should I?

And in case anyone's wondering, suicide has been thought of from time to time; but the consequences of a suicide attempt could be dire: e.g., What if I would survive said suicide attempt with consequences of survival making me or others wish that I were dead? What if I end up in Sheppard Pratt again?

And I don't write, make YouTube videos, etc. just for myself; or what would be the point of me even leaving up comments which I mark as spam instead of remove? I mean, as I said, I even leave removable comments up for others to see at their own behest.

If nothing else works, there's either the hope of the Rapture or that I successfully die like Great-Granddad, Great-Great-Great-Granddad Foczko, Great-Great-Granduncles Andras "Alexander" and "Frank, Sr." Foczko. But as I said, the consequences of a suicide attempt could be dire. So, I'm stuck-- stuck alive on this Earth (b'olam haba) feeling hopeless and lonely.