At this point, "Momma" thinks that she's written enough about needing a helpmate for herself and a "Daddy" for Reilly¹. For her and Reilly's—and, she supposes, quite a few others'—sakes, she'll stop writing about the subject for right now and leave it at that (and in God's hands in any case)—notwithstanding that the subject in of itself² will bug her everyday until she gets clear answers about it, and will be on her mind every day—after all, neither she nor anyone else can change God's will; and neither she nor anyone else can force God's will to be in anyone's favor or disfavor.
In addition, "Momma" in a way feels sorry that she ever wrote those blog entries—she did, for example, seem to come off as desparate. Nonetheless, she just wants the best for herself—including to be a better "Momma" to Reilly—and Reilly, and she wants clear answers.
As has been said, then:
¹ Not to mention implied whom she thinks that he might be (if God wills)
² And what she's mentioned about the subject (e.g., re God's will)
³ And "Momma" asks (and "Momma"'s sure that Reilly would ask) others to pray about it—and pray regarding other matters: e.g., for her and Reilly, and for all the pet owners and pets whom were directly affected by this weekend's riots in Charlottesville and other disasters.
In addition, "Momma" in a way feels sorry that she ever wrote those blog entries—she did, for example, seem to come off as desparate. Nonetheless, she just wants the best for herself—including to be a better "Momma" to Reilly—and Reilly, and she wants clear answers.
As has been said, then:
³יהי רצון יהוה לעשות רצונו.
Meanwhile, "Momma" will focus on other subjects concerning Reilly on which she's focused before.
¹ Not to mention implied whom she thinks that he might be (if God wills)
² And what she's mentioned about the subject (e.g., re God's will)
³ And "Momma" asks (and "Momma"'s sure that Reilly would ask) others to pray about it—and pray regarding other matters: e.g., for her and Reilly, and for all the pet owners and pets whom were directly affected by this weekend's riots in Charlottesville and other disasters.