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Thursday, June 6, 2013

Ironside and Other PolishForums Fools, Please Take Notes In Descending Chronological Order....

Please note, too, that I had a lot on my plate and was focused on other issues than proving that Ironside, Harry, Delph(i)adomine, Rysavy(?), and others are fools and know nothing about Anusim....and that they got my blood boiling again. Mention that Great-Granddad's mother was an Andrulewicz (Andrulevicus), you may well remind me of Kazmierz Andrulewicz and stupid Ironside....I reminded myself, didn't I (or did God remind me)? By the way, if I forgot any of the Anti-Semitic group at PolishForums, please remind me of who you are, and I will gladly call you out! I've already called out quite a few of your compatriots who caused me and Jasondmzk to flee PolishForums.com.


PS You could tell that I was pissed enough if you saw how many times I hit Shift and CAPS Lock, or kept CAPS Lock on inadvertently.
  1. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear31m
    This is one of those times where I ought to collect my tweets and put them in a blog entry - so that, if nought else, Ironside can take notes
  2. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear32m
    Oh yeah. So's Harry, delph (i) adomine, and quite a few others ... especially if you don't fit their molds of what being Jewish should be
  3. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear33m
  4. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear36m
    Nope. Tried to get Dad to. He won't do it. But I've found enough evidence Record wise That ( )
  5. Tiny Klout Flag79 NewsBreaker @ NewsBreaker41m
    DEVELOPING: Syria Rebels Seize Quneitra Crossing on Israeli border in , confirms Israeli Army (Army Radio) -
  6. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear40m
    ahead and take a gander. B ***** ds like Ironside caused Jews like me and Jasondmzk to leave PolishForums.
  7. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear41m
    And to think that I was a dumb kid who hardly (if I even) understood Sephardim Anusim till I found out that I'm an Ashkenazit bat-Anusim!
  8. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear43m
    I know That you do; but I'm Hoping That others (like That b ***** D Ironside from PolishForums, WHO I hate Almost) are Taking Notes.
  9. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear44m
    Please; don't tell me that we weren't poor Anusim with piddles to work with (Stupid Ironside. I really resent PolishForums now.).
  10. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear45m
    A farm that one could walk in about a minute at max - at a mile a minute; and the property was slightly greater than 1/10 miles.
  11. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear46m
    Al Lo DaVaR.
  12. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear46m
    It honestly Would you not Take That Long to go Across Their property if you Walked A Mile A minute or something Drove Across IT.
  13. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear49m
    640 acres are in a mile ... and they had only 74.1316 acres or slightly more than 528 feet to work with.
  14. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear54m
    They HAD to Become Anusim to do That. Jews could own only farms - if they were lucky. There were Andrulewiczes who remained open Jews.
  15. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear58m
    They Were Poor, too. Only Farming 0.115831 sq miles. That's piddles compared to what goyim could farm.
  16. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear1h
    More than 0.115831 square miles. Oh yeah; that's really that much ... not. The Andrulewiczes were poor Anusi farmers.
  17. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear1h
    It ain't. Shalom, Ricky. ( )
  18. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear1h
    First of all, the Dixiecrats infiltrated the GOP because of Barry Goldwater. So, the Democrats ( )
  19. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear1h
    "The Theory That All or Most Ashkenazi Jews Might be Descended from Khazars dates back to the ( )
  20. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear1h
    True.
  21. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear1h
    His Mother's Side of the Family Andrulevicus Were back-and-forth Anusim, after All, EG.
  22. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear1h
    (the traitors That They are) Proved That did IT.
  23. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear1h
    And if That **** ER did His homework, he Would See That They stuck together - like Anusim and bnei-Anusim Often do.
  24. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear1h
    Ironside's reference (again), many bnei-Anusim don't know or even care that they're Jews or descendants thereof.
  25. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear1h
    Forgive me; I have nothing nice to Say About Ironside or - Still. And he only proved my point, the little b ***** d.
  26. Tiny Klout Flag57 N. Mara Czarnecki @ Nickidewbear1h
    I finally checked out Ironside's post. That **** er is only proving my point: not many Andrulewiczes exist, and they stick together.


Tuesday, June 4, 2013

On Anti-Black Racism And the Civil Rights Movement (Originally For Class)

 Southerners and Northerners who were racist (but predominately Southerners who were racist) used the Bible to justify slavery. But Dr. King was right: "A just law is a man-made code that squares with the moral law, or the law of God. An unjust law is a code that is out of harmony with the moral law." Besides, the Bible itself recognize that issues such as racism were going to be a particular problem (cf. Jeremiah 13:23, Isaiah 29:13-14) and (whether or not one takes the Bible as God in written form) indeed did marvelous works among the people (cf. Acts 8:26-40, 13:1). Dr. King clearly recognized this whereas the South and its slaveholding system did not. In fact, after I watched one of the videos in the slideshow, I saw how they took what is actually beautiful (that is, being Black) and perverted it into a crime via the way that they treated Emmit Till (Warning: graphic footage at 2:30-2:39, though it needs to be seen for one to understand how truly wicked racism and ethnocentrism are) and others (perhaps out of the kind of envy that Aaron and Miriam exhibited--maybe, like Miriam and Aaron, they couldn't accept that God could bless descendants of Ham at the same time that he chose to keep his promises to Shem and Japheth--besides, the curse was on Canaan, not Kush; though the Anti-Black racism is part of why the Non Remnant of Kush will backlash against the Chosen of Shem--I have seen Afrocentric groups use the racism that Whites and some Jews exhibited against Blacks as an excuse for their hate. As for the remnant of Kush--e.g., Dr. King--, they went and have gone out of their way to sympathize with the Chosen of Shem and forgive both Shem and Japheth with God's mercy and grace in mind.).
By the way, re Black forgiveness and non violence: given that I, in many areas and aspects of my life, have been hurt, I am still trying to fully grasp how many--if not most--Blacks could be so forgiving and patient after what my people (the Chosen of Shem, many of whom have also hurt their own--like me) and Japheth (e.g., many in my mom's family--e.g., the Allens who owned slaves and the Farrells who served in the Confederate Army) did to them. Had I gone through what Dr. King and others went through, I honestly don't know how forgiving and patient I could be. 

Saturday, June 1, 2013

I Need A Big Break Because....


  1. While I'm not the pinnacle embodiment of a rags-to-riches story, I've certainly had struggles in my life. Here's a (so to speak) Molotov Cocktail (or worse of a cocktail) of struggles which I've had:
    1. Diplegic Spastia Cerebral Palsy, for which I spent 75 days in the hospital. Born January 23, 1990, I came home on April 7, 1990.
    2. OCD/Anxiety--this comes from my dad's Levitical family, the Foskos (Foczkos).
    3. Major Depressive Disorder--my dad's paternal granddad committed suicide over this. Relatedly, two Foczko great-great-granduncles and their dad (my great-great-great-granddad) committed suicide.
    4. ADD--All I know is that this come from Dad's side.
  2. My family history, to say the least, is very sordid. For example:
    1. My dad's family in particular was Crypto Jewish from around 1755-after March 12, 2008. I was the on who was chosen to catch them in their fanciful ignorance and deceit.
    2. My great-grandma Mary Rusnak Gaydos was a kapo--to not send the money to the Rusznaks who desperately broke the protocol of Evel Rabbati 2I  for the sake of piku'ach nefesh (whether Vilmosz was the one really writing or a Nazi was posing as Vilmosz--though, safe to say, Vilmos had to be the one writing given that Vilmosz survived the Shoah and is still covered up by the family). Because of this, my family is broken and cursed--and I am of the third generation removed from Vilmosz's curser, and of the second removed from his curser's enablers.
    3. Because of Points One and Two, my family story is not well known--and besides for what was noted in Point Two, my family is broken.
    4. Great-Grandma Czarnecki's blood is left unavenged (As much as I forgive Pop-Pop, I'd still like what he did to catch up with him.).
    5. Pfc. Bernard S. Czarnecki (Army, 111th Infantry Division Medical Corp, WW2) is left unrecognized and unavenged.
    6. A lot of the verbal and other abuse that I had to endure from 1996 (from when Dad twisted Mom's arm--which is pretty traumatic for a six-year-old child to have to see--and after seeing my dad sleeping on the couch one time at 7:00 on dark morning in 1994) to November 2006 (to when I had endured quite a bit of my own abuse, thank you) is explained by the family history--"Hurt people hurt people"; abuse begets abuse, and (as Granduncle Tony quoted), "Like [dad], like son." (The couch thing--to see parents sleeping separately from each other is also traumatic--if I didn't realize that something was wrong then, I can look back and say that I should've realized that something was wrong then.)
  3. I'm no Jeremiah, Elijah, or even faithful son; but I've been a Christian since Easter 1996 or 1997--long before I even suspected that I am Jewish, by the way.
  4. I get that "having one's cake and eating it, too" is not a Biblical concept (or usually one), but David, Solomon, and even the disciples (excepting Judas, and counting Mathias) had their cakes and ate them, too (at least in the end).
  5. I've never fit anyone's mold--a psychological case with a physical disability, a sordid family history, a broken home, and a situation in which I don't fit in the Christian or the Jewish worlds (and mainly because I'm that interfaith, interethnic[?], broken-home kid with a sordid family history and a medical record to boot. By the way, Mom's--as far as we know--a gentile of Jewish and Latino [Sephardic Jewish?] descent.).
  6. I've been a victim of abuse (including what I've mentioned previously and cyberbullying), rejection, and dejection.  
  7. I've had two crazy exes, both of whom I've had to call the police on; and I'm only 23. Therefore, my chances of ever getting married--let alone ever staying married--are nill. Besides:
    1. My dad and both of his siblings divorced, and my dad and his brother remarried.
    2. Out of my mom and her eight born siblings, only two have never divorced or remarried.
    3. My Allen great-great-grandparents and my Green-Carroll great-great-grandma all divorced. My "McCoy" great-great-grandparents may have also divorced.
    4. There were other divorces in my family.
    5. There were terrible marriages in my family, including those of my Czernecki great-great-grandparents and Czarnecki great-grandparents.
    6. Take all five previous "Besides" points and Point Seven together, and I'm bound to be a divorce statistic. Also take that I was born disabled and (thus) into the lower level of the American de-facto caste system,  and you get that I'll be perpetually an alte moid  or someone's to-cheat-on "gimp" of a wife (and, yes, I have been called a "gimp").
The list goes on, but my point is that I'm one who needs a break from God. In other words, someone who needs a break from God is me, if there was or has been someone who needed a break from God. Otherwise, my life's going to amount to less than worthless--and I'm just looking at factual and statistical reality.

Besides, someone needs to get my family back together; someone needs to tell the stories of--e.g.--Vilmosz's side of the Rusznak Family, Great-Grandma Czarnecki, and Great-Granduncle Bernie; and someone needs to show that a lower-caste, born-disabled, broken-home, chanceless kid can overcome by God.