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Tuesday, December 17, 2013
Sunday, December 15, 2013
And Liz Was Right....
Pop-Pop was no longer alive within five years. While I can say only "Baruch Dayan Ha'Emet v'Melech Ha'Olam", I will certainly never pretend or believe that Pop-Pop was a great man. Also, the best that one can do for the dead is speak the truth about them. After all, and as my mom recalled to me:
I don't know where he is, but I do know that there are fools who are deceived into thinking that Jack Czarnecki was a great man. Even if he turned around at his final moments, that does not make him to have been a great man. I am also quite sure that many of the dead who will be at Pop-Pop's funeral will not want me there, so I would not mind if I am even disinvited.
Apparently, though, Dad wants me and my sister there. I can guarantee you that, nonetheless, his wife and stepdaughters, his nephew Greg, and his cousin Janet—for example—will not want me there. In fact, I'd be honored if they would not want me there. They are my enemies, not my brothers and sisters. While Scripture states that I ought not rebuke fools—for they will hate me more if I do so—and that I ought to love my enemies, it does say:
Matthew 8:18-22
The Cost of Discipleship
The Cost of Discipleship
New King James Version (NKJV)
18 And when Jesus saw great multitudes about Him, He gave a command to depart to the other side.19 Then a certain scribe came and said to Him, “Teacher, I will follow You wherever You go.”
20 And Jesus said to him, “Foxes have holes and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay His head.”
21 Then another of His disciples said to Him, “Lord, let me first go and bury my father.”
22 But Jesus said to him, “Follow Me, and let the dead bury their own dead.”
20 And Jesus said to him, “Foxes have holes and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay His head.”
21 Then another of His disciples said to Him, “Lord, let me first go and bury my father.”
22 But Jesus said to him, “Follow Me, and let the dead bury their own dead.”
Apparently, though, Dad wants me and my sister there. I can guarantee you that, nonetheless, his wife and stepdaughters, his nephew Greg, and his cousin Janet—for example—will not want me there. In fact, I'd be honored if they would not want me there. They are my enemies, not my brothers and sisters. While Scripture states that I ought not rebuke fools—for they will hate me more if I do so—and that I ought to love my enemies, it does say:
But I say to you that whoever is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment. And whoever says to his brother, ‘Raca!’ shall be in danger of the council. But whoever says, ‘You fool!’ shall be in danger of hell fire.
It also says to "judge righteously" (Proverbs 31:9)—and without rehashing the discussion, I will remind you that it never says to not judge; it just says not to judge hypocritically. Also, I am angry at Greg and Janet—among others—with cause. Firstly, they are fooled into thinking that the man who committed second-degree murder against his mother with murder-malice intent was a great man. Secondly (as I have discussed before), Janet was absolutely okay with Great-Grandma's vile actions against Vilmosz Rusznak; and as far as I know, even Pop-Pop would not have been that vile—certainly, his parents were not. After all, Great-Granddad Czarnecki's families stopped talking to us when we became Anusim (except for the deed change regarding the farm in the 1960s), and the same certainly would have gone for Great-Grandma Czarnecki's families—in fact, one family member had a daughter by the name of Jutte Jurkovitsova within the Turczocz, Hungary Jewish community; so she wasn't looking to become an Anusit or Messianic Jew anytime soon. So, they were not given the opportunity to help, anyway; and they would have if they could have. Thirdly (and I'm being generous by not bringing up specifics), I know that Greg has some very-Pop-Pop-like sins for which he still needs to repent.
As I stated, with Greg and Janet among many of the dead being at Pop-Pop's funeral and probably not wanting me there, I would not mind if I am even disinvited. After all, I have no time for council among the wicked. "Depart from me, you evildoers, [f]or I will keep the commandments of my God!" (Psalm 119:115)
Whether Jack Czarnecki is merely physically dead or dead altogether, only God (B"D"E) knows—he apparently died peacefully and very quickly, even within five second of being administered morphine and in his sleep. Scripture does say, "When the righteous turns from his righteousness and commits iniquity, he shall die because of it. But when the wicked turns from his wickedness and does what is lawful and right, he shall live because of it." (Ezekiel 33:18-19) So, he could have been made right with his Maker. In either case, though, "let the dead bury their own dead" and may I be disinvited from the funeral if—God forbid—I would have to have council among them. "I have hated the assembly of evildoers, [a]nd will not sit with the wicked." (Psalm 26:5) After all, Jesus warned, "“If anyone comes to Me and does not hate his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, yes, and his own life also, he cannot be My disciple. And whoever does not bear his cross and come after Me cannot be My disciple." (Luke 14:26-27)
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Thursday, December 12, 2013
In Case (And I Won't Be Surprised If) Wikipedia Deletes This Section...
Czarniecki
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia...
Among Non-Nobility Families[edit]
According to Ancestry.com, "Czarniecki"[1] is a "variant of Czarnecki". "Czarnecki" is "Polish and Jewish (from Poland)[, and a] habitational name for someone from a place called Czarnca in Kielce voivodeship, or any of the various places called Czarnocin or Czarnia, all named with Polish czarny ‘black’."[2] One such "czarny"-named place is the Czarna Hancza in Suwalki.
In fact, a Jewish Czernecki family from and with ancestral roots in the Suwałki region even tried to obscure their ties to the region by claiming relations to none other than the Czarniecki noble family. That Czernecki family happened to be none other than the Czernecki family of Lipsk, Poland (then a part of the Russian Empire) and, later, Northeastern Pennsylvania.
The family patriarch, Julian Jan Feliks Czernecki, was born to a Czernecki and a Daniłowiczówna. On his death certificate, his mother's name was given as "Katarzyna", which was probably an attempt to make his mother look related to Aleksandra Katarzyna Czarniecka, a daughter of Stefan Czarniecki. Conveniently, his wife was Alexandria Alice Andrulewicz (supposedly néeAleksjondria Alicja Andrulewiczówna, and a relation of Teddy Andrulewicz), who also gave her mother's name as "Katarzyna" (She gave the supposed names of her parents to her attendant, her daughter Alexandria Alice Czarnecki, at the time of her dying.[3]). Incidentally, Alexandria was also a relation to his mother (to whom she was not talking at the time of her immigration[4] and would not have otherwise listed as a relation, since she and Julian had become Anusim, and—unless "Alexandria Alice" was taken as a baptismal name—the name "Alexandria Alice" occurs in the Daniłowicz family—e.g., with Alexandra Alice Danilowicz (1888-1972) in Northumberland County—and the Czernecki family[5][6] separately from the Andrulewiczes.).
The supposed given birth names of Julian and Aleksjondria are perhaps questionable, since both became Anusim during the pogroms and had their firstborn (and at the time, only) child baptized as "Antoni Jan". They themselves may have taken baptismal names. Both—or maybe just Alexandria—also gave both sets of their parents the names "Antoni" and "Katarzyna" in an attempt to obscure their Jewish identities (although Alexandria attempted to Americanize the given names in her case). Both even used several variants of "Czarnecki" or homophones thereof, ranging from "Zernetzky" (on his 1904 Ellis Island record[7], on which he listed himself as "Lithuanian") to "Czarniecki" (on, besides his death certificate, his naturalization papers—on which he also lied about his children's birthdates. For example, Alexandria was born on September 28, 1910 instead of June 11, 1910[8]; and Stanisław was born on November 11, 1911 instead of November 26, 1910[9]).
The Czernecki family changed their name to "Czarniecki" and, later, "Czarnecki" (despite their continual usages of variants and homophones) and attempted to remain and live as Anusim in Sugar Notch, Pennsylvania. They then passed down the legend that they were of szlachta descent and related to Stefan Czarniecki. One of Antoni Jan (later, Anthony John, Sr.)'s sons, John Czarnecki, would continue to pass down the legend. John later changed his story to something along the lines of "If we had any Jewish blood, I don't know about it." John, meanwhile, was one of the threeIRS Agents who served tax papers to Richard Nixon's via then-President Nixon's attorneys in 1973. He perhaps continued the Czernecki family legend to hide his Jewish identity from the likes of then-President Nixon, who was known for Anti Semitism. He also hid for years that he had served tax papers to now-deceased Former President Nixon, calling the information "sensitive" (although Former President Nixon died in 1994, and the "sensitive" label expired in 1990).
- Jump up^ http://www.ancestry.com/name-origin?te=5&surname=czarniecki
- Jump up^ http://www.ancestry.com/name-origin?te=5&surname=czarnecki
- Jump up^ http://trees.ancestry.com/tree/1509430/person/-1289957758/mediax/60e29899-336a-445c-beaa-843f4657666d?pg=32768&pgpl=pid
- Jump up^ http://interactive.ancestry.com/7488/NYT715_1103-0411/4032541660?backurl=http%3a%2f%2fsearch.ancestry.com%2fcgi-bin%2fsse.dll%3fdb%3dnypl%26h%3d4032541660%26ti%3d0%26indiv%3dtry%26gss%3dpt%26ssrc%3dpt_t1509430_p-1289957758_kpidz0q3d-1289957758z0q26pgz0q3d32768z0q26pgplz0q3dpid&ssrc=pt_t1509430_p-1289957758_kpidz0q3d-1289957758z0q26pgz0q3d32768z0q26pgplz0q3dpid&backlabel=ReturnRecord
- Jump up^ http://search.ancestry.com/cgi-bin/sse.dll?db=1910USCenIndex&h=102272032&indiv=try&o_vc=Record:OtherRecord&rhSource=6061
- Jump up^ http://search.ancestry.com/cgi-bin/sse.dll?db=1920usfedcen&h=88676396&indiv=try&o_vc=Record:OtherRecord&rhSource=7884
- Jump up^ http://interactive.ancestry.com/7488/NYT715_511-0652/4038289249?backurl=http%3a%2f%2fsearch.ancestry.com%2fcgi-bin%2fsse.dll%3fdb%3dnypl%26h%3d4038289249%26indiv%3dtry%26o_vc%3dRecord%253aOtherRecord%26tid%3d1509430%26tpid%3d-1381717365%26rhSource%3d7884&ssrc=&backlabel=ReturnRecord
- Jump up^ http://search.ancestry.com/cgi-bin/sse.dll?db=ssdi&h=16001876&ti=0&indiv=try&gss=pt&ssrc=pt_t1509430_p-1276855205_kpidz0q3d-1276855205z0q26pgz0q3d32768z0q26pgplz0q3dpid
- Jump up^ http://trees.ancestry.com/tree/1509430/person/-1276891698/mediax/a044763b-db7c-49a9-a684-3ce3c5371c0f?pg=32768&pgpl=pid
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Tuesday, December 10, 2013
Autoenhanced of Borlumiere's "HaTikvah" Extended
Seriously the most-powerful version that I have ever heard. All I did was extend and autoenhance it. If only a live orchestra played it!
Monday, December 2, 2013
Open Letter To Caroline Glick (For Transparency's Sake And In Case She Decides To Delete It)
Ms. Glick:
I find your article “American Jewry’s Fight” extremely
offensive and nothing more than lashon hara. Messianic Jews like me (in
my case, whose family members were Anusim—and many still are such) love
and support Israel
and find a Jewish man to be the Jewish Messiah, and want to share a Jewish message
with Jewish people. In fact, many of my family remain Anusim because of
fellow Jews like you—they are ashamed to be associated and/or affiliated with
anyone who would reject them and/or others based on that they’re seen as “anti-Zionist
Jews” who “engage in activities aimed at harming, defaming, weakening and
delegitimizing the Jewish state.”
You also opine, “Everyone understands that while Jews have a
perfect right to change their religion, they have no right to force the Jewish
community to accept Christians as Jews. That is, they have no right to change
the definition of Judaism to include people who worship Jesus.” Either I and
other Messianic Jews are nobodies (and this is including many of my family—including
quite a few Anusim, who would openly and proudly be Jewish were they not
in dread of the likes of you) or you have shown your true—self-hating,
intolerant, and hypocritical—colors. Clearly, you sides with the left when for you
to do so is for your traditionally-religious convenience.
You also perhaps understand why some Messianic Jews may want
nothing to do with Israel—your ilk, after all, is running Medinat Yisra’el
and excluding pro-Israel (even if misguided and pro-“Palestinian”) Reconstructionist,
Conservative, and even other Jews—such as fellow Orthodox Jews of yours—who don’t
toe your line. You also nastily write on your website, “Obviously, the answer
is no value. To do something you feel is intrinsically meaningless just because
your forefathers did the same meaningless thing is a waste of time. If Judaism
has nothing to offer beyond lox and Seinfeld, then there is no reason to remain
Jewish.”
Then you lament, “Outside of the Orthodox Jewish community, intermarriage
rates have reached 71 percent. Thirty-two percent of Jews born since 1980 and 22%
of Jews overall do not describe themselves as Jews by religion. They base their
Jewish identity on ancestry, ethnicity or culture.” Your kind of attitude will
only affect the intermarriage and secularization rates to increase, and for fellow
Jews of all denominations—including Messianic Judaism—to increasingly disassociate
themselves from Medinat Yisra’el. Your kind of attitude will also only
affect Jews like many in my family to be ashamed of and hide that they’re Jewish.
PS I hope
that you’re not proud of yourself, because I’m surely not—in fact, I ashamed
that people like you are a part of my people.
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Sunday, December 1, 2013
I've Just Been Busy...
For example, I got an over-15-page paper done yesterday. I also have to finish the first part of my second research paper over the next two days. After that, I have a Hebrew oral exam for which to study. I also have a yahrzeit to observe (To observe it is not exactly conducive while Mom is playing Christmas music.).
The yahrzeit is for Great-Granddad Czarnecki. On this day, Kislev 27, he committed suicide. He was a troubled man, and hurt others; and he was definitely a candle in the wind—lights can be threatened with extinguishment, and spark up and burn others to try to stay burning.
He also came from a troubled family for sure. For example, Michael Andrews—handsome and talented, but clearly into an inappropriate lifestyle. As for Thomas Andrew, he died from a "long illness"—I suspect AIDS—and he had that awful Washleski cousin who—and it just hit me—used "Tufty" to promote Jack Washleski (and yes, I changed that Wikipedia entry. Get over yourself, Mr. Washleski. Your Jack Washleski could've had his own page if you wanted to talk about your cousin. And if what you say is true, that your uncle loved his wife's nephew more than his own children is just sad—and it maybe explains your cousin Thomas, but how you forget him! And how you deleted the information about William, which I had to add back into the entry! Was William's service nothing to you?).
The Andrulewiczes by themselves were clearly troubled, and this to say nothing of the Danilowiczes (Kirk, Michael, and Mia, anybody?) and the Czerneckis.
By the way, Pop-Pop, you are an Andrulewicz. You are your dad's son. Your brother, with all due respect, is wrong when he says that you look more like a Trudnak—you look like both of your parents—you are almost a spitting image of your cousin Thomas, and don't you forget it.
"If we have Jewish blood..."—well, I do know about it, and I'm proud of it. That you aren't is a shame. That your dad committed suicide in of itself is a shame without adding that he committed suicide during HaHag Hanukkah.
And that I couldn't know how God blessed the nations even through our troubled family is a shame.
The yahrzeit is for Great-Granddad Czarnecki. On this day, Kislev 27, he committed suicide. He was a troubled man, and hurt others; and he was definitely a candle in the wind—lights can be threatened with extinguishment, and spark up and burn others to try to stay burning.
He also came from a troubled family for sure. For example, Michael Andrews—handsome and talented, but clearly into an inappropriate lifestyle. As for Thomas Andrew, he died from a "long illness"—I suspect AIDS—and he had that awful Washleski cousin who—and it just hit me—used "Tufty" to promote Jack Washleski (and yes, I changed that Wikipedia entry. Get over yourself, Mr. Washleski. Your Jack Washleski could've had his own page if you wanted to talk about your cousin. And if what you say is true, that your uncle loved his wife's nephew more than his own children is just sad—and it maybe explains your cousin Thomas, but how you forget him! And how you deleted the information about William, which I had to add back into the entry! Was William's service nothing to you?).
The Andrulewiczes by themselves were clearly troubled, and this to say nothing of the Danilowiczes (Kirk, Michael, and Mia, anybody?) and the Czerneckis.
By the way, Pop-Pop, you are an Andrulewicz. You are your dad's son. Your brother, with all due respect, is wrong when he says that you look more like a Trudnak—you look like both of your parents—you are almost a spitting image of your cousin Thomas, and don't you forget it.
"If we have Jewish blood..."—well, I do know about it, and I'm proud of it. That you aren't is a shame. That your dad committed suicide in of itself is a shame without adding that he committed suicide during HaHag Hanukkah.
And that I couldn't know how God blessed the nations even through our troubled family is a shame.
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