"How Do You Get That Lonely?" might apply to James Holmes. Maybe he had a death wish or was otherwise a loner. Loneliness never excuses evil, by the way, but loneliness must still be considered. "A man who isolates himself seeks his own desire; [h]e rages against all wise judgment." (Proverbs 18:1)
I blame only James Holmes, but his family and friends maybe should've seen the writing on the wall.
With all due respect to Bill O'Reilly, one can't say that--for example--that part of "Lies R Us" includes calling out my family, asking the legitimate questions about Toby Keith and exposing Cathy Dallwig (the so-called "Caring Director"), Mike Khandjian (the "pastor" who called the Aron HaB'rit a "holy piece of furniture") and the rest of Chapelgate Presbyterian Church, even though I vowed never to talk about them again, though they remain as-yet unapologetic examples.
By the way, I have never received an apology once. I did, however, during that contentious time, receive a lawsuit threat from Steve Dallwig--sorry, bud; but your wife's a public figure within a known religious institution, and--as far as I know--I was generous not to mention or even much remember your catty lawsuit threat until now. Also, the people who are making people run in droves from the Church nowadays and into, say, Buddhism and Atheism are people like you and your "Caring Director" wife--who is supposed to reach out to people like me when we go AWOL from church, because (for example) our disabilitiesleave us from being able to ride to church (which, thank G-d, mine did) or even crippled in corners within our own houses and dead (and what a shame having a dead body of a church, now-ex, church member would've been if the case were that I wasn't coming to church because I was dead and nobody from Chapelgate--e.g., the "Caring Director"--called my house or e-mailed to ask if I was okay). By the way, I give credit to one church member for reaching out to me during that time (the aspects of which still crawl under my skin from time and time), and that church member certainly isn't among the Dallwigs. Therefore--as I said--,with all due respect to Bill O'Reilly and using the Dallwigs as examples, I am (and others aren't) engaging in "Lies R Us", "personal attacks", and "smearing"--I am (and others are) following the advice to "Call it like you see it"; especially when "it" concerns even apparently-low-level, supposedly-private-citizen figures like the Dallwigs who are an example of Laodicea. By the way, I'm like an elephant: I never forget. I forgive; I don't begrudge; but I never forget, and I warn others when they need to be warned and use examples when they need to be used. Also, I'm happy at my new church home; as I said, I just warn others when they need to be warned because I don't want to them to fall into the pitfall and hole that I was in for years--and I'm still waiting for the necessary apologies:
From "Pastor" Mike Khandjian for demeaning and degrading what he (if he paid attention in seminary at all) knows that we also call Ha'Aron-HaKodesh--the Holy Ark, not "a holy piece of furniture" that one can use and/or abuse anytime that he or she likes. I'm waiting for an apology to me and my people--many of whom won't turn to Jesus because foolish "pastors" degrade the very Aron-HaKodesh that held a representation of Yeshua--in fact, part of Yeshua in written form (since the Ten Commandments are part of the Word of G-d, who became flesh).
From the Dallwigs. As I said, "I don't begrude; but I never forget, and I warn others when they need to be warned and use examples when they need to be used." Because of catty, fraudulent, unBiblical lawsuit threats and not being an actual "Caring Director", the Dallwigs get used as examples of why Chapelgate is part of Laodicea.
I read this article--how disgusting of the Martins!
Martin's mother and father watched the interview and appeared on "Fox & Friends" Thursday morning. His mother and father both said Zimmerman's apology appeared insincere and were troubled that the man accused of killing their son considered it all "God’s plan."
"I don't understand what he was thinking by saying it was God's plan that he murdered our child," Tracy Martin, the teen’s father said. "I really don’t understand what God he worships because it’s not the same God that I worship."
Sabrina Fulton, Martin’s mother, also appeared angered by the comment.
"Why would God have him kill an unarmed teenager?" she asked. "It makes no sense."
How can the Martins live with themselves--twisting what a man meant? Sabrina, you're right, by the way: you worship a way different G-d than George Zimmerman worships. Your G-d is probably who you and your race-baiting buddies call "Yashahrali" or whatever you call him. George Zimmerman's, my, and quite a few others' G-d had George Zimmerman save his own life from your pothead, nudnik son who didn't have the decency or common courtesy to identify himself to and ask for directions from George Zimmerman when he was wandering around the neighborhood during a rainstorm, and with the neighborhood being one that wasn't his normal residence--if you're lost, you ask for directions and identify yourself if need be.
This will go to show how much my family who stayed, survived the Shoah, yet didn't make aliyah after all the tsores that we've been put through as a family and as part of Israel are--at worst--dangerously self hating. This is why, even though Poland and even other countries figure into our history, we (and any other Jewish person) must make aliyah lest we blackslide (cf. Jeremiah 8:1-6). By the way, I will be nice and censor my cousin's name for his sake. But I see that (unless it's the same picture that I can see today or he hid the picture), the coward did take the KKK picture off of his profile (So, I know that he knows better but won't face that we're Jewish.):
April 9, 2011Nicole Maratovah Czarnecki [I recently unofficially changed my middle name to "Maratovah".] Antisemitism? [That was one of his listed views at the time.] We're Jews! How dare you, especially given that the Margiewiczes are Jewish!
[Censored] There were no Jews in my family since many generations. I hope that there were any Jews. I'm sorry you're Jew, it's not my fault.. I don't like Jews and it's not you business. Just like you don't like rats and it's not my business.
April 9, 2011Nicole Maratovah Czarnecki Sorry man, my great-granddad's grandma Katarzyna Margiewicza Andrulewicza was a Jew. So, we're Jewish. Get used to it.
[Censored] And she's dead. I will not talk about that with you. I don't like jews and thats all.
April 10, 2011Nicole Maratovah Czarnecki You hate yourself, you know. I'm just saying.
April 11, 2011Nicole Maratovah Czarnecki And you'll really have to come to terms with this. From JewishGen.org:
Run on Sunday 10 April 2011 at 22:20:56
Town (coords) District Name / Company (registered) Street Occupation Notes Horodziej Nieswiez MORGIEWICZ, J joiner/carpenter Ostrowski Wasiliszki 5347 2451 Lida MORGIEWICZ, Konst. landowner Lebiodka 75 Zabloc 5356 2451 Lida MORGIEWICZ, Stan. landowner Lebiodka 480
Did being Jewish suck in some ways? Yes. But should we let the envy and hatred of the gentiles get to us? No.
[Cousin] it's Morgiewicz, my surname is Margiewicz.. and my family is not from Poland, all polish generations are normal, not Jewish..
April 11, 2011Nicole Maratovah Czarnecki "Morgiewicz" is a variant of "Margiewicz". Also, Lithuania, Ukraine, or Belarus? Doesn't matter- Margiewiczes and Andrulewiczes, as well Margiewicz Andrulewiczes all either may have had or did have a presence there.
[Cousin] If you are Jewish and it's your problem. I am not and don't like Jews. Maby there were a few people with Margiewicz surname, but it doesn't matter the all Ma/orgiewiczes are or were Jews.
April 11, 2011Nicole Maratovah Czarnecki I'm saying us in particular, though "Morgiewicz" and "Margiewicz" mean "marginal [or marginalized] son [or descendant thereof]." I'm not saying that you have to return to Judaism- besides, G-d brought us out of Judaism ages ago. But we're still ethnic Jews. Don't let the pogroms, Holocaust, etc. make you become the very people who hate you: you only end up hurting yourself if you become your enemy.
He still has this picture, though (I saw a different one than this unless I had also seen it before or it's the same one that I saw, but I remember that I saw a white-hooded-clad man in his picture before):
So we know and/or can infer from the "Hannity" interview (and other reports) that, among a plethora of other things:
Trayvon Martin was indeed on top of and beating up George Zimmerman.
George Zimmerman's lie detector and other tests indicated "No Deception Indicated".
Witness #9 claimed both racism and molestation.
Trayvon Martin, again being on top of George Zimmerman, was reaching for his belt. So, he was either going to beat George with his own belt or even rape him (and criminals, perhaps especially if and when they're drugged--e.g., on pot--will do things like that. Remember the pothead who stripped himself and ate the homeless man's face off?).
Trayvon, at 17, was out shopping alone in the first place (and didn't ask his dad or his dad's girlfriend, or someone else with a car to take him); would not even ask George Zimmerman for directions or even take his hood off for a minute to identify himself, and tried to pick a fight with George Zimmerman.
George Zimmerman was going to Target when he noticed Trayvon.
Trayvon was reasonably profiled among other Black men, and among White and Hispanic men--many of whom had been involved in (as I believe that George Zimmerman himself stated) "a string of burglaries".
George Zimmerman once helped, among the kids whom he tutored, a homeless Non-White man.
Trayvon Martin was suspended from school and (as I implicity brought up before) a pothead.
George Zimmerman didn't mean to follow Trayvon Martin--he was going in the same direction to get to his own house or the neighborhood club to meet the police.
In conclusion, the racist Martin Family and Benjamin Crump, "Reverend" Al Sharpton, the NAACP, and others have a hard, long look to take at the troublemaking 17-year-old that their beloved Trayvon Martin was.
Let me lay down exactly why "Czarnecki" may be a Sephardic Jewish name (As you can see, Polish Anti Semites and others hijacked the thread by slandering me, clearly twisting my arguments, etc.. So, let me lay down the argument without any PolishForums.com tsores--or as they might prefer if they read this blog, cores--here.):
Definition: One who came from Czarnecki, a wooded place on the bank of a river (there are dozens of places named Czarnecki in Spain). This ancient surname originated in Asturias, Galicia, León, and Castile, according to the Instituto Genealógico e Histórico Latino-Americano.
Surname Origin: Spanish
Alternate Surname Spellings: SOTOS
How do you like that? We Jews might've brought "Czarnecki" into Poland. Sephardic Jews probably brought it in to [sic.. from] Spain; which is important because then it would give even less excuses for any Anti Semitism in Poland and among Poles, especially since some of the "marranos" (Anusim) may have been Messianic Jewish Catholics and otherwise Messianic Jews whose conversions were not taken seriously.
For my PolishForum.com readers and others who are still in doubt, you're sure that "Czarnia" isn't a Polonized form of "Negro" or something? If you have a problem with it, ask Kimberly Powell; or do the research like I did to confirm what Ms. Powell stated. Let's try Ancestry.com with Google Translate, which is basic but useful, for size: "Soto Name Meaninghabitational name from any of numerous places named Soto or El Soto, from soto ‘grove’, ‘small wood’ (Latin saltus).Castilianized spelling of Asturian-Leonese Sotu, a habitational name from a town so named in Asturies.Castilianized spelling of the Galician equivalent, Souto."
(Plural is Sotos)
Soto --> zagajnik --> shrubbery
Sotos --> gaje --> groves
But hang on...
saltus --> las --> forest
Czarnecki:
Czarnecki Name MeaningPolish and Jewish (from Poland): habitational name for someone from a place called Czarnca in Kielce voivodeship, or any of the various places called Czarnocin or Czarnia, all named with Polish czarny ‘black’.
"Czarnecki" thus could've come from "Sotos" in terms of there being forests with a name such is, e.g., Sotos Negros (Czarne Gaje).
"Czarnecki" could've easily been (for a lack of a better term) a bastarized form of "Czarnegaje" or "Czarnegaje". As for similar surnames, such as Czerwiński (Tsherviński)...well, let's look at Czerwiński:
Kimberly Powell:
Definition: One who came from Czerwinski, a wooded place on the bank of a river (there are dozens of places named Czerwinski in Spain). This ancient surname originated in Asturias, Galicia, León, and Castile, according to the Instituto Genealógico e Histórico Latino-Americano.
Surname Origin: Spanish
Alternate Surname Spellings: SOTOS
Ancestry.com:
Czerwinski Name MeaningPolish (Czerwi(e)nski): habitational name for someone from a place called Czerwin in P{l-}ock voivodeship, Czerwionka, Czerwonka, or other places in Poland named with czerwien ‘red’. Dictionary of American Family Names, Oxford University Press, ISBN 0-19-508137-4
czerwien --> red of -->rojo de
This is a case where "rojo" may have somehow sounded like "soto" and gotten mixed up, or she just confused "Czarnecki" and "Czerwiński" when she typed for About.com. Humans are imperfect. You laugh (at least if you're one of the resident Anti Semites or other resident miscreants of PolishForums.com), but I'd like to see when you're perfect. At least I researched to make my argument.
Various formats and corruptions can happen in any language.I'm simply saying that "Czarne Gaje" could've been "Sotos Negros" and could've been confused as "Rojos Negros" (Hence, Czerwinski). The corruption could've even been deliberate on the part of non-native speakers who were looking to Polonize last names such as "Sotosnegros", "Rojosnegros", and "Sotosrojos".I'm also saying that they could've been Polonized forms, and surnames sometimes just fade out of existence or forever become part of another language.It's very possible that all the surname bearers could've left or even been murdered in the Inquisition or even as far back as the Crusades, etc.; and had their records destroyed.
Are you still in doubt? The problem (for my PolishForum.com readers who are miscreants, anyway) is that you think that I'm suggesting that the Poles or only the Poles caused a possible bastardization of "Sotosrojos", "Sotosnegros", etc.. As I said, "I'm simply saying that "Czarne Gaje" could've been "Sotos Negros" and could've been confused as "Rojos Negros" (Hence, Czerwinski). The corruption could've even been deliberate on the part of non-native speakers who were looking to Polonize last names such as "Sotosnegros", "Rojosnegros", and "Sotosrojos"." They could've been trying to come up with different or new surnames.
Again, you know that I'm wrong because? As I stated, "It's very possible that all the surname bearers could've left or even been murdered in the Inquisition or even as far back as the Crusades, etc.; and had their records destroyed." I also beforehand stated, "I'm saying that they could've been Polonized forms, and surnames sometimes just fade out of existence or forever become part of another language." I further stated, "As I said, 'I'm simply saying that "Czarne Gaje" could've been "Sotos Negros" and could've been confused as "Rojos Negros" (Hence, Czerwinski). The corruption could've even been deliberate on the part of non-native speakers who were looking to Polonize last names such as "Sotosnegros", "Rojosnegros", and "Sotosrojos".' They could've been trying to come up with different or new surnames."
By the way, whole families were murdered and had evidence of their existence destroyed in the Crusades, Inquisition, etc.. "But were the records all destroyed? ;-)" You think that this is funny, don't you? The Spaniards wouldn't have wanted proof that Jews who didn't believe in Jesus were ever in existence in Spain. You can be really evil and Anti Semitic.
As for gentiles with those surnames, "So, are you going to examine the Blacks, Blackwoods, Blackgroves and Redgroves next? It's exactly the same story, isn't it? Aren't they all Spanish Jews who emigrated to the UK/US via Poland?" Not all of them, but the only Spaniards who would've fled into Poland (and I didn't even think about the Mohammedians and Protestants; but besides Mohammedians and Protestants--though I doubt that many of them would've fled into Poland--the only ones who'd've fled into Poland) with names like "Sotos", etc. are Sephardic Jews fleeing the Inquisition or perhaps even the fall of Constantinople.
By the way and back to the records point, the Spaniards wouldn't have wanted proof that Jews who didn't believe in Jesus were ever in existence in Spain. "If that is so, why do all know about medieval Spanish Jews and admire their huge achievements? I'm serious." The Inquisition didn't begin fully until 1492, and some escaped the Inquisition.By the way, I reiterate that you can be really evil and Anti Semitic by asserting that the Spaniards wouldn't have dared wiped out Jewish records in the Inquisition.
"I probably can (never tried to), but I am not. I am simply not kowtowing to whatever you say just because you call yourself a Jew. Your being whatever ethnicity / nationality / religion has absolutely nothing to do with being automatically right on any subject." By suggesting that the Spaniards wouldn't have dared to try to wipe out the records of the very people that they wanted to wipe out of existence, you are minimizing what the Inquisition was about; and that is really evil and Anti Semitic of you. Also, I never suggested that my ethnicity makes me right. To suggest that I think that I'm right just because I'm a Jew is also perhaps a little Anti Semitic on your part.
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