I Hope That I Don't Wake Up From My Sleep Tonight Because...

I just don't see a long-term good future for myself. What difference will doing anything right now make? I can count on one hand all that I've accomplished: for example, getting Krystal Keith more Twitter followers instead of more overall blog views for myself (That's why everyone who searches for Krystal Keith in any way, shape, form, or capacity likes my blog: they want to find Krystal Keith's Twitter, not read my blog. Isn't that nice?).

I'm not famous; I'm infamous. My family (or at least half of my family) hates me-- at least half of them for no good reason; but in fact, for every bad reason; I have a disability (Cerebral Palsy) among other conditions, and I am stuck on SSI benefits; and on the list goes.

Don't be surprised if-- if the Rapture doesn't come first or my future doesn't get better-- I'm gone in the next couple of days, weeks, months, or even hours (and hours are obviously shorter than days, weeks, months, and years). If any possibility in my life is the most likely to become an occurrence any time soon, that I'll've died from a heavy or broken heart (especially in my sleep) or suicide is that occurrence. Good night, and a Belated Happy Jewish New Year.

By the way, if you want, pray that my future gets better if you want; but I am sure that few, if any of you, will-- since few to none have (or seemed to have) in the past.

Someone Searched That Cruz Rivera Is "Illegitimate"...

That Cruz Rivera is "illegitimate" is bullshit. As Michael Reagan (himself an "illegitimate" child and one who was adopted) once reiterated, the parents-- not the children-- are the illegitimate ones. In fact, if children were illegitimate, my cousin Kevin would be an illegitimate great grandchild-- after all, his great-granddad George cheated with Kevin's great-grandmom. But as is, Great-Great-Granduncle George was the illegitimate great-granddad.

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A Broken Blog Shabbat: First, It's Rosh HaShanah 5772; Second...

I cannot believe that Bill O'Reilly agreed with Geraldo Rivera. Firstly (and we'll get back to Rosh HaShanah later; but firstly regarding Bill O'Reilly), I needed to get up and walk or eat dinner after that-- I just needed to get up. I thought, "Oh my G-d; Bill O'Reilly is going to get so blasted." I started wondering if Jesse Watters shouldn't have gotten him a cold rag for his head, if that's why Maureen left him, and if he is okay. I could've cried.

As for Rosh HaShanah: anyway, it's Rosh HaShanah; HaChodesh Chadash was cited b'Yerushalayim on the night of March 23; so L'Shanah Tovah Tikatevu v'Shabbat Tov-- despite all the Trayvon Martin-George Zimmerman and other chaos in the world. 

Why Are Still So Few People Considering That Trayvon Martin's Killer May've Been Mentally Ill?

I've said this before and again, but why is everyone still willing to give peeing-on-cars Jason Russell the psychosis pass all the way back to giving John Hinckley, Jr. a psychosis pass; but everybody calls George Zimmerman a racist murderer? Or was Jason Russell a famewhore? Was John Hinckley, Jr. just using Jodie Foster as an excuse because neither he nor she liked Republican actors from Hollywood? Even Geraldo Rivera forgot to consider that George Zimmerman could've had a manic or paranoic, or some other mental episode of some kind. Wait and see if George Zimmerman can and does plea not guilty by reason of insanity.

When You're Mentally Ill, Anyone and Anything Can Set You Off...

I would set off George Zimmerman. If I, an Ashkenazic Jewish woman of White (Slovakian-Polish, Irish, and other) and Hispanic (Spanish) descent, was wearing a hoodie and even looking at George Zimmerman, I'd be shot. George Zimmerman could've honestly thought the Skittles to be bullets or pellets of some kind. When you're mentally ill, anyone and anything-- including someone like me wearing a hoodie-- can set you off.

 

Another Golden Calf Of Many Fellow Jews: Antimissionarism

Dennis Prager should've addressed another golden calf of many fellow Jews: Antimissionarism. As I've said before, that a fellow Jew does not believe in the historical and Biblical Jesus of Nazareth (Yeshua HaNotzri) as the Messiah (Mashiach) is his or her schtick. I've also said that I personally don't believe in proselytizing though I believe in being open about my faith. However, as I've also stated, Antimissionarism is a problem.

Anti- or Counter-missionarism is any form of hostile attempt to dissuade one from believing in Yeshua HaNotzri as Mashiach. Antimissionarism includes, but is not limited to, lying about Messianic Jews-- for example:

1. Saying that Jews for Jesus and Congregation Yeshuat Yisrael are affiliated with the Southern Baptist Convention. By the way, Jews for Jesus is an independent Messianic Jewish 501(c)(3) organization; and Congregation Yeshuat Yisrael is an independent Messianic kehilat v'shul in Franklin, Tennessee.
2. Saying that Jews for Jesus, Chosen People Ministries, and similar organizations proselytize. "Proselytize" means "induce to join" or "recruit", which such Messianic Jewish organizations do not do-- they merely put themselves out there in what they believe is the fulfillment of the Great Commission. They share their emunah, but do not threaten, bribe, or otherwise coerce or cajole anyone to become a Christian, whether he or she is Jewish or gentile.
3. Saying that Messianic Jews are kapos, apostates, and other such kinds of Self-Hating Jews, or Jews turned into gentiles. Since Yeshua HaNotzri was Jewish and nobody can change his or her own ethnicity (since ethnicity is a biological factor), a Jew cannot become a gentile in any way, shape, or form, let alone by believing that a fellow Jew is Mashiach.

Antimissionarism also includes being involved with such organizations as Jews for Judaism, Yad L'Achim, and the so-called "Messiah Truth". These organizations are the Non-Messianic-Jewish religious equivalent of the political Media Matters on the Left and the former Senator Rick Santorum on the Right: they will do anything to lie about and hurt others who disagree with or don't think like them.

Antimissionarism is inherently UnJewish but too prevalent within the Jewish community, and Antimissionarism needs to stop. This does not mean that all Jews have to start believing in Yeshua HaNotzri as Mashiach, though. Nonetheless, fellow Jews can respectfully agree to disagree on whether Yeshua HaNotzri as Mashiach and let Messianic Jews (Jewish Christians) have their beliefs as we who are Jewish Christians let Non-Messianic Jews have theirs, even though we share our emunah. 

Could George Zimmerman Have Had A Psychosis Or Mental Episode?

George Zimmerman was very distrusting of authority-- he didn't even want to give his address out to help police--, he apparently is normally non racist, and he had prior problems, although he himself once stopped a crime in progress:

1. "In 2005, a woman filed a petition for an injunction against Zimmerman, claiming that he came to her house and became violent when she told him to leave, the Orlando Sentinel reports. Zimmerman, 21 at the time, filed a petition of his own in response. Just a month before that, the paper reports, Zimmerman was at a bar near the University of Central Florida when a friend was arrested on suspicion of serving minors. Zimmerman became profane and pushed a law enforcement agent who tried to escort him away. He was arrested after a short struggle. That arrest had been reported previously."
2. "Zimmerman, 28, was born in Virginia, aspired to be a law enforcement officer, and moved with his family to Florida about a decade ago. Though he appears not to have been an official member of the national Neighborhood Watch program, he was zealous -- perhaps over-zealous -- about patrolling his Sanford community, neighbors say.
   ""He once caught a thief and an arrest was made," Cynthia Wibker, secretary of the homeowners association in the gated community where Zimmerman lives, told the Miami Herald. "He helped solve a lot of crimes.""

Were Items 1a and 1b episodes of extreme anger and action thereupon which were related to extreme mental-function or emotional disorders? As for Item 2:

"Zimmerman...aspired to be a law enforcement officer...Though he appears not to have been an official member of the national Neighborhood Watch program, he was zealous -- perhaps over-zealous -- about patrolling his Sanford community, neighbors say."

He was also so paranoid about the type of professional which he wanted to be-- as I said, he didn't even want to give his address out to help police. And why was he out in the rain himself, by the way? A lot of questions are unanswered here. After all, for example, regarding Items 1a and 1b "injunctions have kept the cases' outcomes sealed"