In Mourning During Pesach...

"For the hurt of the daughter of my people I am hurt. I am mourning; Astonishment has taken hold of me." I'm trying to be positive about life and rejoice, but someone's got to bear the burden of my families. Can I do it alone? Sure; Kevin Fosko and others have helped; but can I really bear the burdens of my family alone?! Did not Yehovah (B"H) say, "I will take you, one from a city and two from a family, and I will bring you to Zion." ? Yet, I am one for at least these families--Czerneckis, Andrulewiczes, Danilowiczes, Foczkos, Rusznaks, Gajdoszes, Uszinskys, Trudnyaks, Monkas, Novaks, Margiewiczes, Monkas, and even such as the Haslinkskys (the family of the maternal brother of Katariana Szuanna "Katherine Susan 'Maria Uscianski' " Uszinskyova Gajdos).

Has G-d made even the Anusim and bnei-Anusim people for His glory? Yes, He has. "For as the sash clings to the waist of a man, so I have caused the whole house of Israel and the whole house of Judah to cling to Me,’ says the Lord, ‘that they may become My people, for renown, for praise, and for glory; but they would not hear.’" Then why are we silent? Why don't we care about our Jewish heritage? Why don't we care that we are of the chosen of G-d to bring His Gospel that we have heard, and that some of us have received, to other Jews and gentiles? "“For I know their works and their thoughts. It shall be that I will gather all nations and tongues; and they shall come and see My glory.  I will set a sign among them; and those among them who escape I will send to the nations: to Tarshish and Pul and Lud, who draw the bow, and Tubal and Javan, to the coastlands afar off who have not heard My fame nor seen My glory. And they shall declare My glory among the Gentiles. Then they shall bring all your brethren for an offering to the Lord out of all nations, on horses and in chariots and in litters, on mules and on camels, to My holy mountain Jerusalem,” says the Lord, “as the children of Israel bring an offering in a clean vessel into the house of the Lord.  And I will also take some of them for priests and Levites,” says the Lord."

How I wish that  that Yad L'Achim and Benjamin Netanyahu (among others) could see that very few Messianics wish to proselytize (force or induce conversion), many of their ancestors (like mine) having been proselytized and thus not really being Messianic, anyway (Proselytization never works; and whether one converts is always up to G-d, anyway.).  But why won't they hear? 

"How then shall they call on Him in whom they have not believed? And how shall they believe in Him of whom they have not heard? And how shall they hear without a preacher? And how shall they preach unless they are sent? As it is written: “How beautiful are the feet of those who preach the gospel of peace, Who bring glad tidings of good things!”"