Keep looking. You'll find us--me, my sister, and so many others. By the way, don't be afraid: only
meshumadim v'koferim (heretics and apostates) like "Rabbi" Jason Klein--the same Non-Messianic, Reconstructionist clergyman who implicity accused me of proselytizing for merely mentioning that I'm Messianic--will try to shut us up. I can assure you that you needn't worry about
meshumadim who don't even believe in a personal
Mashiach--since Reconstructionists don't. Most of the Non-Messianic Jews who I've met here are--even if they don't believe in a
Mashiach--understand and will tolerate those who do. After all, a concept of a
Mashiach is in
Tanakh--which even our persecutors like Rev. Klein can't escape. If Rev. Klein gives you
tsores, by the way, you tell him what I should have told him when I "out[ed] [my]self" as a Messianic Jew: "At least I believe in a
Mashiach, and that a Jewish man is
HaMashiach."
As a Messianic Jew, I am telling you to be unafraid to speak out--
chazak v'amatz tov.